i are lydz.

a-levels is such a bitch.

2011-10-19T23:25:00.005+08:00

but i love my college mates to bits and pieces.

trials going on now, just had qualifying about a month ago.

first edexcel exams are in january.

qualifying in march.

trials in april.

finals in may/june.

watch this space while i slowly die.

like i said, a-levels is a bitch.

mia

2011-08-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

I love my college people :')

MIA KTHXBAI.

life

2011-05-16T20:00:00.003+08:00

has been pretty damn hectic.

college in the morning, come home in the evening, fall asleep on my bed without even showering, wake up to do homework, study if there are tests.

sometimes i don't even bother doing homework, i just do it during my ridiculously long breaks but i love those breaks.

abrupt ending here.

watch this space.

mmchichimmchi!

2011-04-22T16:31:00.003+08:00

this is a tad late.

despite the leeches, the dragging our asses across a muddy field, the cold showers, the hard floors we had to sleep on, the bugs, the rashes on our bums and thighs..

orientation camp was pretty damn awesome.

i definitely want to go back as a facilitator for the july intake camp. and next year's january intake camp. and the next march intake's camp lololol.

gotta love mckl (:

photo credits: jiawen

drained

2011-04-05T16:56:00.003+08:00

JUST TO ANSWER EVERYONE'S QUESTION, HOW IS COLLEGE?

It's been good but a tad boring because of the long breaks but it's still fun
Lectures so far are okay
Don't wanna say anything about lecturers cos my psych lecturer can find my blog. But don't worry, nothing bad :P
If i thought memorizing history was bad, memorizing law is a nightmare. Thank god i like the subject.
I would've probably died in literature if it weren't for the fact that i love to read
Psych.. well, i've always been interested in psych so yeah
I LOVE the campus. It's so pretty
Everyone's still a little awkward but we're slowly moving out of our own cliques
Hanging out with my friends from Jan intake is hilarious eventho i'm now classified as crazy stalker girl
It is tiring. Very. Tiring. I crash early every night now and it's only been a week and a half
But yay, college! :3

your god is not my god

2011-03-15T01:26:00.002+08:00

you deserve to burn in hell for the rest of eternity.

still bored

2011-03-09T22:42:00.003+08:00

college in about a week in a half. i iz excite :D

formal wear for orientation which means i have to go raid my closet and if that fails, my mum's closet.

yeah, i'm still lifeless.

so.. watch this space and check out this awesome photo.

i miss cheer ):

invisible

2011-02-07T00:23:00.001+08:00

always the bridesmaid, never the bride.

i was stupid enough to believe.

expectation is the root of all heartache.

- william shakespeare

nothing

2011-02-01T15:23:00.004+08:00

is happening.

nothing is moving in my life.

everything is just getting a little more screwed up day by day.

the whole "it's a new year so there are new beginnings" doesn't even apply anymore.

everything is the same.

and everyday seems to be getting a little bit lonelier.

but you know what? no one cares.

so, fts.

ps: it's the first day of february. WHAT.

epiphany?

2011-01-14T19:07:00.001+08:00

i just finished reading will grayson, will grayson.

and.. i realised i'm kinda like will grayson.

tiny cooper's best friend, not tiny cooper's ex-boyfriend.

it's like i kinda treat my friends how he treats his.

god, i suck. so badly ):

absent

2011-01-04T00:58:00.002+08:00

first day of school today for those who are still in school.

first day of college for some of us that already left school.

it felt weird not going back, not waking up at 6am to put on my uniform, not pulling back my hair in that god awful style (which i still do anyway cos my hair annoys me)

it felt weird, breaking the routine i've had for the past eleven years.

it felt like an empty space inside of me.

i can't believe i'm saying this but i DO miss school.

without it, i have absolutely nothing to do besides bumming around and stoning.

college is going to be a whole different story, a whole different life.

different dramas, different people, different experiences.

bring it on.. in 3 months :B

and that's the end of this story

2010-12-31T13:20:00.000+08:00

year in and year out i always say the same thing: time flew by too fast.

it's the last day of 2010. what have i got to say about it?

it had its usual ups and downs, mostly downs.

it was a pretty bad year for me, started off awfully but it gradually got better and then it got worse and then it was good again. it was one heck of a roller coaster ride.

i made new friends and definitely found out who'll stick by me when i need them.

i've learned amazing things about dealing with drama as i've had my fair share of them.

i sat for SPM and i graduated from high school. a part of my life that i'm pretty happy to be over with.

i think i studied more this year than i've ever had in my whole life.

i had fun, of course. loads of it.

i can't wait for college to start, to begin everything i've been planning for since the beginning of 2010. i've made at least a thousand "after SPM lists".

i'm not going to do the whole picture post of what i've done like i usually do because honestly, i don't know what else to say about this year. too many things have happened.

how was your year? :)

THE MOST WONDERFUL TIME OF THE YEAR

2010-12-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

merry christmas everyone!

i know it's not christmas today but there are 12 days of christmas so this is still valid >:)

what i've done these past few days:

1) eat

2) spend time with awesome people

3) eat

4) eat

5) eat

6) shop

7) eat

8) get bashed by indonesians cos malaysia won the football match lol

9) eat

CHRISTMAS OBESITY FOR THE WIN! :D

enjoy the rest of your holidays.

back to school in about a week. oh wait, i'm not going :B EHEHEHEHEHEHEH

and because i'm a brat

2010-12-19T15:12:00.004+08:00

here is my annual christmas wishlist! :D

(most of the stuff i'll most probably end up not getting/getting myself but what the heck)

1) Charlie McDonnell's 'This is Me' album

2) Harry Potter DVD & book set

3) LOTR extended edition DVD set

4) Clothes (in dire need of this)

5) War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy

6) Stuff for my Project Wall of Awesome

7) Gummy candy :D

8) Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins (meganbb sent me the pdf file but a hard copy would be awesome)

9) Wallet

10) Hair highlights

11) Polaroid camera

12) Philippa Gregory's Tudor series except The Constant Princess and The Other Boleyn Girl

13) John Green books except Abundance of Katherines and Looking for Alaska

14) A DFTBA shirt (nerdfighteria ftw!!!!!)

15) Stationery. Pens, pencils, post its. You get the idea.

16) Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

17) THE PERFECT PAIR OF JEANS THAT FIT PERFECTLY DAMN IT

~~18) A pretty planner (daily)~~

20) Harry Potter shirt

21) Chocolate

22) A flat tummy

23) Ear studs

bromance.

2010-12-10T22:47:00.002+08:00

an epic day with my girls, megan and alia :D

i don't think you actually need me to explain to you how much fun i had with all the giggles, food and little jokes from the past.

and megan losing her way trying to find us, a la british council date HAHA

watched narnia, which was pretty good.

as alia said on her blog, it is pretty obvious i have a big crush on ben barnes but that man is gorgeous. how is it possible to NOT drool over him?!

i bet the other people in the cinema were annoyed by us making jokes and screaming "bromance!" or "jesus lion!" throughout the whole thing.

the only love story going on in this movie is between edmund and caspian (which didn't turn out because jesus lion most probably didn't approve LOL) and that pairing explains our screams of bromance and giggles during every scene where they were together.

thank god no one threw popcorn at us :B

i ate so much i think i'm going to have to stop eating for the next week or so.

alia left ): but min joined us for dinner and it was quite amusing to watch him driving, talking to the other cars as if they could hear him.

we totally need to "test" a new restaurant soon ;)

ps: aliabb got louis vuitton shoes because i came late. you better love me :P

pps: i never got to try meganbb's nutella cupcakes ):

ppps: if it were possible, i would buy the whole line of nail polish from the face shop.

pppps: WHAT COLOUR SHOULD I DYE MY HAIR?

SPM :O

2010-12-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

23/11, BM:

couldn't sleep. woke up panicking (lol) but both papers went pretty well despite some screw ups. TODAY IS ALSO THE DAY CHOCOLATE BECAME THE INSIDE JOKE OF THE '93 BABIES.

(one hour later)

shit, i think i screwed up more than i thought shit shit shit i am so stupid T_T

24/11, English:

woke up in hysterics because i couldn't remember if paper 1 was essay questions or comprehension == might've screwed some stuff up for my essays, used an 8B pencil instead of a 2B to shade in my answers wtfffffff

25/11, Sejarah:

after paper 1: OMG THAT WAS OKAY WHAT

after paper 2: kill me, please.

29/11, Maths:

buttraped hard by paper 1. what was that?! paper 2 was much better. i hope whatever i did is enough to get me my A. i really started tearing up after paper 1. i'm gonna be so angry at myself if i don't get this ):

30/11, Moral:

i actually started liking moral since the start of this year cos i managed to memorise everything so s'all good (:

01/12, Add Maths:

the first day of december was not a pretty one. buttraped HARD by both add maths paper. but i'm one of the few who thought paper 2 was hard which is kinda worrying. okay, gonna forget about add maths till results come out. please god, just give me my credit.

02/12, Physics:

idk what to make of it. it's the same as one of my papers during trials. it was good one one hand, bad on another :S

and i've gotten paranoid about writing my angka giliran wrong (which i did the other day hdfsdhfsjkdb thank god i noticed) but they still check the ic numbers right?

06/12, Chemistry:

few careless mistakes in paper 1 (FFFFFFUUUU), a few screw ups in paper 2, idk what to say about paper 3 tho lol but i'm pretty happy and confident for this subject (: i was in such a good mood after, i decided to clear out part of my cupboard LOL

08/12, Biology:

careless mistakes in paper 1 AGAIN == few problems with paper 2 but it was pretty good overall :D

i also wrote my angka giliran wrong again. what the hell is wrong with me?

AAAAAAAND IT'S OVER!

i feel normal tho :S and my plans of sleeping for 16 hours failed. meh.

but at least we ended it on a good note (:

i can't believe high school is officially officially over.

it gets better

2010-11-27T01:35:00.004+08:00

i think everybody should google the trevor project. right now.

it is amazing.

and it gives me hope.

it gives a lot of people hope.

remember, it does get better even if it feels like it never will.

this is not about spm

2010-11-26T19:18:00.003+08:00

i think i will break down and cry and bawl my eyes out when i walk out of the cinema after watching part two of harry potter and the deathly hallows.

don't give me that look.

high school graduate

2010-11-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

Live, Move, Be Awesome. 5A9, Class of 2010. ♥

Credit: Connie Tan

it's 4.38am.

i'm lying down in the dark, with the laptop in front of me.

in about 3 hours, i will be stepping into school grounds. 5 hours later, i will step out as a high school graduate.

amazing how time flies, isn't it?

i get a stabbing ache in my chest whenever i remember that school's over but i get excited at the same time.

despite the bullshit and drama that i've been through these past 5 years, it's been good and it has taught me so much.

i wonder if the pipes will break tomorrow, when i see everyone hugging each other (IT'S A HUG A CHINESE DAY AS WELL :D), taking last pictures together, writing down phone numbers and email addresses because the next time we step into school, we'll be sitting for spm.

it's all going to be over in a matter of hours. i still can't believe it.

last day of school, graduation.

it was kinda touching to see my whole class wearing our shirts, with the "class quote" on it.

oh, there was the usual commotion, picture taking, shirt signing, message writing and all that.

and no tears. thank god. i was already looking like a zombie halfway through the day. but i almost started crying on the way to school because i think that's when reality hit me the most. held it in, didn't want my dad to see me blubbering like an idiot for a stupid reason.

got our class and places for spm.

second row, last table. i get to sit under the fan :D downside is, the head invigilator will be in our room which means more than two invigilators will be with us when we do our papers. god have mercy.

it was a good day :)

no matter how many times i've complained about school, i'm definitely going to miss it.

days to spm: 7

days to freedom: 23

IT'S THE CLIIIIIIIMB

2010-11-12T17:26:00.007+08:00

pigtails are magical. MAGICAL!

annoyed beyond reason.

why do i even bother to deal with this after 2 years of bullshit?

CANNOT WAIT TO GET OVER WITH THIS PHASE OF MY LIFE.

boo effing hoo for you if you don't wanna bother with me anymore.

i don't really care.

as i said, i can't wait to get this over and done with.

in other less angry, more stressful news.

11 days to spm. (your heart just started pounding really fast, didn't it? :P)

the final push, the final struggle.

we're so close to freedom.

CAN YOU TASTE IT?

that sweet, sweet taste of liberty. till you know, we start college and then the whole cycle repeats itself.

but personally, i can't wait to start college.

what about you? ;)

days to spm: 11

days to freedom: 28

memories

2010-11-03T10:25:00.021+08:00

surfing through my facebook photos.
fond memories, good times.
some of them beyond ridiculous.
yes, spm is in less than a month and i'm reminiscing. shut up.
(most, or all, pictures are from last year. and not in order)

good friday '09

first performance as warriorz, sports day '09

blood donation drive '09

rading the most awesome shop of shirts, ever. hatyai '09

BARACK OBAMA OF INTERACT (i do not recall wth that was), cheer '09

warriorz, stompers, falcons, vivacious, cheer '09

shabu shabu with the girls, '09

DISSECTION, biology '09

our idea of hanging out. j.co, times square '09

kar lei's farewell, '08. missing you like hell, bb girl.

tuition @ ideal, '08

icc '09. best journey throughout kl on public transport :')

cirque belacan '08

first triumphant moments of cheer, '08

interact iu day, '08

first moments of my cheering life, sports day '08

c3 '09

sweet 16th, '09

idek what to say LOL study group '08

pre-spm days, i want you back ):

days to spm: 20

days till the end of school: 36(?)

kthxbai!

fonkiuzed

2010-10-29T22:58:00.004+08:00

SAM? Foundation? A-Levels?

Law? Psychology? Tourism? Media? Graphics? Language? Events management?

Australia? Singapore? UK?

confused girl is confused.

panicked

2010-10-26T21:55:00.005+08:00

i am so sick and tired of spm.

everywhere i go it's like spm spm spm spm spm spm x364345093445

sign on to twitter, more than half my timeline are the form 5's talking about studying, counting down the days, having panic attacks, doing study spams.

sign on to facebook, see status updates about the same things.

anywhere i go, somehow i will find something relevant to spm == or at least my brain will find some way to connect it.

LITTLE BOY PUSHING WEIGHING SCALE TO 14KG AND THE ONLY THING I COULD SAY WAS "140 NEWTONS!" WTH?

every single conversation i have leads to spm.

i was just texting meganbb about BOYS and then we complained about it. not boys, spm lol. yeah, i don't see the connection either.

constantly getting panic attacks multiple times in a day.

i want this to be over so badly but i don't want spm to be here so soon cos i need more time. we all need more time.

uggghhh, i'm going to start pulling my hair out.

can i just go hide under my blanket until everything is done?

even this post has the word spm repeated so many friggin times ==

days to spm: 20.. something. i'm lazy to go check my planner

days till the end of schoo: +17 days to the day spm starts. i think.

CHAINUH

2010-10-25T13:20:00.002+08:00

was amazing.

surprisingly.

seeing as i wasn't looking forward to the trip to begin with.

and now i'm back for only 2 days and i'm already missing it.

it was kind of a tiny escape from everything over here.

and spm lololol.

which is in 28 days.

i would blog about the whole trip but then it'll be too long and it'll take me forever to remember everything so i'll just post the pictures on facebook soon. i hope.

but yes, the trip was awesome.

spent time with the extended family.

met new people.

FINALLY GOT TO BALIK KAMPUNG HAHA

ate the same variety of food for 8 friggin days. not fun.

i'm craving for mcd's now ):

i also came back home sick.

i blame the weather.

kthxbai!

recap

2010-10-13T00:59:00.002+08:00

27/09:

hate bm. paper 2 went well. paper 1 uhh.. i think i terpesong ): and the ending for my part a was damn shitty cos my contact lens decided to be a bitch ==

i am thanking google if i get higher than a C.

28/09:

english was.. idek what to say about it. kena mindrape sikit by paper 1.

paper 2 was better besides the fact i got handcramps while writing super long ass essay in which meganbb calls me a wuss HAHA

29/09:

maths was.. meh. so many careless mistakes that could've boosted my total percentage ): i feel so dumb now.

surprisingly found paper 1 easier than paper 2. which you know, is not normal.

30/09:

add maths paper was mindrape at its best. that's all i'm going to say.

01/10:

shouldn't have been paranoid over the stupid definitions that i had already memorised since first term and should've concentrated on stupid kandungan akademik.

was asked to list out the badan sukarelawan or something along those lines and rela came into my mind but then i convinced myself my brain was making desperate attempts, contorting words into answers from the questions, to give answers so i didn't write it down and it was a correct answer ==

and dear government, "apakah kepentingan cukai kepada negara?" are you guys trying to tell us something?

04/10:

biology was.. meh. wrote a whole load of bullshit in paper 2. spelled vertabrae as vertabrae. TWO MARKS I KNEW I COULD'VE HAVE GOTTEN STUPID CARELESS MISTAKES DFKJNSDFNS

06/10:

bio and chem paper 3. i have absolutely no idea what to say about the papers, srsly.

on one hand it was, like megan says, a bitch and four pups. but on the other hand it went pretty smooth :S

07/10:

sejarah went really well ehehehhe besides the fact that paper 1 was a little difficult.

3 MORE SUBJECTS, 6 MORE PAPERS. AJA!

08/10:

chemistry paper 1 was mindrape right there. like wth was up with that paper?!

so exhausted right now i can't even think properly.

11/10:

"diagram shows three boxes in contact with each other. which of the following temperatures show that they're in thermal equilibrium?"

dumbest question ever HAHA

paper 2 was ):

ONE MOAR PAPER

12/10:

stupid submarine experiment make me stress (thanks ah, howie :P) then i found out which experiment it was and i only read it 10 minutes before the paper.

i hope i didn't screw my formulas up :S

TRIALS ARE OVER *hippo dance*

next, SPM.

days to spm: 41

days till the end of school: 57

kthxbai!

10/10/10

2010-10-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

things i did:

- woke up at 5.30am for the walk for sight. not fun when you've only had 2 hours of sleep

- led someone blindfolded on friggin main roads (which is not easy) and got ditched by bala and chris who cheated wtf

- almost made 3 people fall into the drain cos i said left instead of right HAHA

- recalled bad memories and made new awesome ones at a&w

- slept for 4 hours eventho i was only supposed to sleep for 2. but whatev, sleep = good

- photographed and babysat kids while stealing all their food ehehehe

- panicked over physics and then decided to not care and slept through the whole night (kinda regret it, kinda don't)

- missed 10:10:10 ): now i have to wait for 11:11:11 on 11/11/11

random thing of the day:

after the walk and we were all sitting down and chilling, i was folding an rm10 note into a heart. suddenly, this lady comes up to me and points at something asking to change it. i looked down and saw the badge the leos gave us for free so i thought she wanted to change it for her son. turns out she wanted to exchange my folded rm10 note for an unfolded one wtf.

it was a pretty good day (:

days to spm: 44

days till the end of school: 60

kthxbai!

megan chng's bio lesson

2010-10-08T20:41:00.001+08:00

with this lesson, you will never fail.

i told her she'll be teaching my kids LOLOLOL

(this was taken from skype btw so it's basically her talking to me lol not an actual lesson she typed out for the world, which she did do on twitter tho)

THE VERTEBRAL COLUMN

YOUR SPINE HORRR GOT 33 BONES

7 + 12 + 5 + 5 + 4

7 cervical, 12 thoracic, 5 lumbar, 5 sacral ,4 caudal

first two in the cervical got special names coz they special lah!

the first one is called the atlas, and it has a massive vertebral foramen, coz it's where the spinal cord first goes into from the brain, so its like bigger than the rest of the bones coz the spinal cord tapers down as it goes down

2nd cervical vertebra is called the axis. axis, like how it sounds like, allows the head to turn left and right, with this thing called the ODONTOID process (ok how can you not remember a name like odontoid. its like, pikachu. memorable. wtf) then there's the rest of the cervical vertabrae that no one gives a fuck about. all cervical vertebrae have transverse foramen which are holes that allow blood vessels and nerves to pass. anything with a 'foramen' is basically an opening for stuff to go through

NOW WE GOT THORACIC VERTEBRAE

12, because we got 12 pairs of ribs. dere4 (wtf) the ribs articulate with the thoracic vertebrae. they have spinous processes that are LONG and pointed DOWNWARDS like YO MAMA'S DICK (what the fuck?) spinous and transverse processes are points of attachment for muscles and ligaments.

next we have the lumbar vertebrae, 5. now lumbar is exactly what is sounds like. FAT AND ROUND LOL it has a massive centrum, which is bigger than any other kind of vertebrae coz the lumbar vertebrae have to support the majority of the upper body's weight. so like ya. huuuuugeee centrums, and they're rounder than the rest of the vertebrae. they're kind of like the sumos of the vertebrae family

now we have the 5 sacral and the 4 caudal. the 5 sacral bones fuse to form the sacrum, which is one big bone. i have no idea why they couldn't have just categorised it as ONE bone instead of 5.. but ok.

the 4 caudal bones fuse to form the coccyx, which is under the sacrum. again, one bone, but considered as four fused into one what the fuck

K SUPPORT SYSTEM IN PLANTS

AQUATIC PLANTS GOT 2 TYPES

submerged plants have thin, flexible leaves so that they won't be fucked over when the currents of the water decide to rape them with their pulling and pushing action, they also have air sacs to stay upright

floating plants are like submerged plants... except they float. WTF. they have broad leaves that are flexible enough to withstand the buttraping from the waves

they also have aerenchyma tissues in the stems + leaves, which is like a fancy way of saying they have air sacs -_-

OOGENESIS

OOGENESIS BEGINS EVEN BEFORE WE'RE FUCKEN BORN, BECAUSE SOME MOTHERFUCKER DECIDED TO MAKE US AS COMPLEX AS HELL. (i think his name is god, but whatever)

SO. primordial germ cells mitosis into OOGONIUM. which grow into PRIMARY OOCYTES

then the primary oocytes get fancy dresses(follicle cells) and a fancy new name, primary follicles, but people still call them primary oocytes too which gives us a mindfuck like hello identity crisis much? but whatver

so the primary follicle/primary oocyte undergoes meiosis until PROPHASE 1 ONLY.

THEN, A BABY GIRL IS BORN. *shining light*

fast forward to puberty,

the primary oocyte completes meiosis 1 to become some deformed motherfucker because they're not equal, the 1st polar body is smaller than the 2ndary oocyte

then the 2ndary oocyte undegoes meiosis II UNTIL METAPHASE II BECAUSE FOR FUCK'S SAKE LIKE WOMEN THEY NEVER SEE TO MAKE THEIR MINDS UP ABOUT ANYTHING. but because they're like women they like clothes too so they get a new set of digs so now they're a 2ndary follicle too

the 1st polar body also unergoes meiosis II but no one gives a fuck because they ended up being the sacrificial lamb anyway so boo freaking hoo moving on

the 2ndary oocyte starts to grow in the 2ndary follicle (stupid mofo never wanna make their mind up but oookay.) the 2ndary FOLLICLE grows into this big badass motherfucker called the GRAFFIAN FOLLICLE

EVERY 28 FUCKEN DAYS, THE GRAFFIAN FOLLICLE ATTACHES ITSELF TO THE OVARIAN WALL AND FUCKEN EXPLODES, RELEASING THE HIROSHIMA BOMB THAT IS THE 2NDARY OOCYTE.

this explosion is known as ovulation

IF PENETRATION (in both senses) OCCURS, meiosis II is complete. ya, stupid 2ndary oocyte is like bella swan, cannot continue anything unless it a sparkly motherfucker to penetrate her. i mean. sperm.

2ndary oocyte forms the ovum, which is where the magic happens

as well as the 2nd polar body, which, again, no one gives about. poor mofo.

IF NO PENETRATION/SECKS OCCURS, AND AFTER THE EXPLOSION OF THE GRAFFIAN FOLLICLE, it develops into corpus luteum, which will degenerate and end up staining our beds, our underwear and make us feel like renesmee is trying to be the cutthroat bitch that se is

if secks occurs, the corpus luteum stays and continues producing progesterone and oestrogen.

nanananannana BATMAN!

btw, i like it on your table ;)

unmotivated

2010-10-03T15:44:00.002+08:00

i've only sat for one week of papers.

5 subjects.

9 papers.

i have 5 (because we have to sit for sivik ==) subjects to go, 12 papers more.

i'm already so unmotivated.

someone gimme semangat can? ):

i hate bm

2010-09-27T00:43:00.002+08:00

"jika anda mencampuri bahan kimia tanpa something something, it will explode" - Lydia Wong

BM FAIL HAHAHA

this is why i hate bm ==

but everytime i look at that sentence, i burst out laughing.

:'D

a helping hand

2010-09-24T00:33:00.009+08:00

THIS IS A PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT!

i've always wanted to say that HAHA okay back to business.

On the 10th of October (Sunday), the Lions Clubs International will be organizing a charity event called the Walk for Sight.

It is in conjunction with Lions World Sight Day. This event is in aid of the Lions Eye Clinic that is going to help the blind.

The concept of the walk is really interesting. (Please note that you have to come in pairs okay (: unless you don't mind being paired up with a random stranger lulz)

One of you will be blindfolded (so that you can experience what a blind person goes through) and the other person will have to lead the blindfolded person to the finish line.

It's simple and imagine all the fun you'll have trying to guide your friend!

Plus, it'll help you if you ever need to lead a blind person next time.

When? Sunday, 10th of October at 6.30am*

Where? Dewan Sivik, MBPJ, Jalan Yong Shook Lin, Petaling Jaya (map to the place below)

How much? Only rm10.** And remember that it's all for a good cause!

We would really appreciate it if you could attend and help those in need.

Spread the word and bring your family and friends! The more the merrier right?

If you are interested, please don't hesitate to contact me on facebook, twitter, email (lydzmhippo@gmail.com) or if you have my phone number, you could always give me a call/send me a text!

*try to ignore the fact that you might have to wake up at 5am in the morning to get there. as i've said, it is for a good cause and you will be doing a good deed and for that, God will love you and you will go to heaven, heehee (:

** one rm10 ticket admits 2 so it's rm5 per person.

p/s: i know that most of us who are still in school will be having our pmr/trials/finals but it will only be a few hours so lend a hand if you have the time!

Map to venue:

bring it on

2010-09-23T18:16:00.005+08:00

trials start next week.

well, it already started for some of us.

i am nowhere near finishing the whole syllabus T_T (hopefully i will be done by the time spm rolls around)

second last exam in my schooling life.

BRING IT ON!

trials timetable:

27/09 Monday: BM 1&2

28/09 Tuesday: English 1&2

29/09 Wednesday: Mod Maths 1&2

30/09 Thursday: Add Maths 1&2

01/10 Friday: Moral

04/10 Monday: Biology 1&2

06/10 Wednesday: Biology 3 & Chemistry 3

07/10 Thursday: Sejarah 1&2

08/10 Friday: Chemistry 1&2

10/10 SUNDAY: WALK FOR SIGHT (more in the next post ehehe)

11/10 Monday: Physics 1&2

12/10 Tuesday: Physics 3

13/10 Wednesday: Sivik*

2 and a half weeks of torture.

bring on the late nights, the stress, the tears and the hand cramps.

days to trials: 3

days to spm: 60

days to the end of school: 76

kthxbai!

*i cannot believe we still have to sit for a sivik paper. can i skip this ah ==

security blanket, please?

2010-09-15T18:41:00.011+08:00

insecurities.

they play a pretty big role in all our lives.

i hate admitting i'm an insecure person, it's true that i am a very insecure person.

whenever i feel down, a tiny voice inside my head constantly criticizes me, telling me i'm not good enough and that i will never make it far in life.

i've asked myself "what am i good at, what are my strengths" a million and one times and i can never come up with an answer.

i'm surrounded by brilliant people who have talents that i am envious of.

michelle has arts, kate and rachel have sports, jo lynn is smart and has music, megan has dance and brains, alia has graphics, japafreakingnese and she's also one of the smartest people i know.

not to mention the rest of the people i know who are extremely talented and gifted.

i love them but sometimes when i stand next to them or even when i talk to them, i feel so unaccomplished, so unworthy.

being a girl, i am obviously insecure about how i look.

my hair, my face, my clothes, my body.

i see an absolutely gorgeous girl somewhere and i cringe internally.

i binge eat because i'm an emotional eater and then i beat myself up, telling myself that i'm such a pig.

i see a skinny girl walking on the street and instantly my mind goes "why can't i look like that? why are my thighs so big? why are my arms so flabby?" and so on.

but i don't have enough discipline to make myself stop eating so much (i love food too much) or to go on a proper diet.

a few months back, i found youtube videos of my old friends from dance class at competitions/performances.

and geez, they're friggin good.

then i felt regret for stopping lessons. and after that, i felt guilt for not trying hard enough in anything i do. i still feel all of that.

this just eats away until you just feel like crawling into a hole and hiding for the rest of your life.

people have told me to focus on spm because then i can prove my worth.

but i don't even have enough discipline to sit down for hours to cram information into my head without getting distracted.

being able to do that would be a miracle.

all this reminds me of a quote from abundance of katherines by john green (awesome author, go read his books).

"what is the point of being alive if you don't at least try to do something remarkable?"

i want to matter, to be able to leave behind something besides being known as the girl who did well for spm (which will hopefully happen because if it doesn't, there wouldn't be anything relatively remarkable about me to say).

sometimes these insecurities just take over my whole brain and then i feel like killing myself. (well, not literally lol)

sometimes i just wanna be something, to feel like i belong. ):

antisocial nerd 8D

2010-09-10T14:42:00.005+08:00

mmm, i sense this is going to be another disjointed post cos all the things i wanted to blog about were running across my head last night while i was trying to get some sleep.

at 4am == don't you hate it when that happens?

raya holidays nao.

it's actually raya today so selamat hari raya to all ze muslim friends!

save some rendang for me!

what i've been doing the whole holidays?

stoning at home and studying. i am such an antisocial nerd.

i unleashed my inner fangirl by blasting kpop music and singing along to them in the shower last night, half an hour to raya.

i also bought 3D toy story stickers (idk why i keep saying/typing tickets) and glow sticks.

aren't i cool?

i knew something was supposed to go here, i just can't remember what.. mmmmmm :/

oh, now i remember.

WEIGHT LOSS CHALLENGE EHEHEHEH

no, i'm completely serious.

me along with michelle, kar lei (no idea why she has to lose any more weight ==) and kate (?) are all on a weight loss challenge. and bala. but he has to PUT ON weight.

so, who wants to go exercise? :D

boon jhoe dropped off 5 add maths books for me the other day.

i swear i've never been so spirited to do add maths, ever.

despite maybe some loss of hair (or greying of hair), this is a good sign (Y)

spm? let's read something from meganbb's blog.

"bumped into mae at one utama yesterday. she was lugging her biology ref book around with her. today lydiabb brought her addmaths ref book to one u as well. a few hours ago, aliabb's dad reprimanded her for trying to sneak her sejarah reference into her handbag. a few days ago, lydia, latifah and i got into a fight on twitter on effort vs outcome.

SPM's doing some pretty intense shit to us, I swear."

need i say more?

all of this btw, is true.

lydia the antisocial nerd.

as you have read above, i brought my add maths book along with me to one utama.

well, i'll be lugging my books everywhere from now on.

what did i do before our food arrived? add maths.

what did i do after i finished eating? add maths.

then i met up with annette and spent an hour with her at her dad's shop.

what did i do the whole time i was there? add maths.

what did i do at ti's place after leaving ou? that's right, you guessed it. add maths!

what is my life?

i want a polaroid camera (:

and a portrait lens.

and a macbook.

SPM, GET READY TO BE PWNED.

i really need to get out of the house D:

days to trials: 17

days to spm: 74

days to the end of school: 90

kthxbai!

after thought: this post wasn't a really disjointed one. it was mostly about spm wtf.

dear spm

2010-09-02T23:42:00.004+08:00

i think most of you already know i went to singapore last weekend and i loved it.

might even go there to study since daddy asked me to think about it. (note to self: look up courses there)

the shopping is awesome, the place is absolutely gorgeous, the food not as awesome (LOL) but hey, it'll help me lose weight right?

and i think i'll just leave it at that before i jizz all over the keyboard.

life has been pretty slow. but then every time i think that, i remember spm and i go all KJSDBHFJKSDBGSBDFK.

two plus months left, you gaiz.

and then high school is over and all of us move on to the next chapter and that idea just scares the shit out of me eventhough i've been constantly saying that i can't wait to get out of school (which is true) but i just can't imagine life without school anymore ):

raya break this year gonna suck balls since all of us will have our noses buried in our books, bleh.

dear spm,

i hate you.

love, lydia.

days to trials: 23

days to spm: 80

days till the end of school*: 96

kthxbai!

* this is based on my spm timetable, not sure about yours :P

happy thoughts (:

2010-08-26T01:02:00.007+08:00

went through some of my old posts and as retarded as i was, i found a few things that made me smile (:

"Yesss my sayangs, I know that all of you probably sleep at 4 and wake up at 6 just for a REFRESHINGLY AWESOME seven hours of cheerleading or WHATEBA, but us normal people usually function with at least 300 minutes of slumberland, okayyy? *sticks tongue out* I want Sunday, goshhh." - Alia Astaman

`MgnChng says:

she LOVESS YOU
`MgnChng says:
she wants to have your babies.
`MgnChng says:
XD
Lydia-O Bibo says:
sorry, i don't have sperms
Lydia-O Bibo says:
HAHAHAHHAHA
`MgnChng says:
or so you think
Lydia-O Bibo says:
DUDE
Lydia-O Bibo says:
HAHAHA
Lydia-O Bibo says:
HOW WOULD YOU KNOW IF I DIDN'T KNOW
Lydia-O Bibo says:
WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING TO ME DURING OUR SLEEPOVERS
`MgnChng says:
.........................
`MgnChng says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHA
`MgnChng says:
WTF
`MgnChng says:
AAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAAHAHA
`MgnChng says:
OH NOEZ, I HAZ BIN CAUGHT.

i absolutely love this picture.

i miss moments like this ):

we're all so tied up in our own schedules, classes, social events and yeah.

spm, thanks for ruining my life. now please be over and done with asap.

kthxbai!

disjointed

2010-08-15T12:09:00.002+08:00

so, hai :D
looks like i kinda lost my mojo and my blog has started collecting cobwebs in the corners.
but i haz reasons!
1) my computer is being retarded. got it fixed but now it doesn't wanna let me use the internet
2) i've been busy.
this post will be very disjointed, my thoughts are all over the place right now.

*

these past two weeks have been amazing, if i say so myself.
well, amazing based on the crappy weeks that preceded them.
and i haven't fallen asleep in class for ages, hohoho. *proud*

*

spm is 99 days awaaaaaaaaaaay omgwtfbbqsaucenomnomnom
yeah, i should probably go study now.

*

MY 16 YEAR OLD COUSIN IS ALREADY APPLYING FOR COLLEGE EVENTHOUGH HE STILL HAS ONE MORE YEAR OF SCHOOL LEFT AND ME?
I'M STILL CONFUSED.
PSYCH, LAW, MASS COMM, JOURNALISM, GRAPHIC/INTERIOR DESIGNING.
and like.. other stuff omg.

oh and then there are the scholarships to cambridge and oxford.
and like, yeah.
(lydia, spm first okaaaay)

*

CURRENT LIST OF THINGS TO DO AFTER SPM:
- dance classes (latin, hip hop, contemp, jazz)
- music lessons (guitar/drums/piano)
- hangul lessons
- CHEERCHEERCHEER
- photography courses
- driving lessons
- college stuff (yes, college stuff.)
- els courses (?)

and this is not including the 43892830 things that the friends are planning to do bleh.
my planner is gonna go nuts.

*

now for the past events that i've missed blogging about:

1) haelee's 5th birthday party
- why do kids have such cool birthday parties nowadays?
- sucks doing a magic show for people under the age of like, 8 LOL
- i gained weight fsdkjbfgkxzdjgfbkjdfb

2) prefects farewell
- twas kinda awesome seeing as i wasn't really looking forward to it.
- i'm gonna miss this when school ends ):

3) hippo bonding sesh
- what was supposed to be a cramming session at megan's place became a camwhoring, gossiping and whatever else besides studying session LOL
- i'm gonna miss this since spm is so near ):

4) aunty susie's fabulous 60th
- which was last night btw. it was awesomeeeeee.
- spent time catching up with the cousins from singapore and now i can't wait to go in two weeks!
- i think my camera went crazy from too much redness wtf.

yeah okay this post makes no sense at all.
kthxbai!

"does this count as annoying?"

2010-07-26T17:40:00.001+08:00

life's been pretty uneventful the past two weeks after the horrid weeks i've had before it.

exhibition day was good.

i will never forget running around a muddy field and throwing water balloons with my best friends.

and neck massages heeheee :3

computer still isn't working which is basically the reason why i haven't been updating.

so much shit to finish up when it's finally back home, meehh.

stay tuned!

kthxbai!

p/s: DESPICABLE ME IS SO KIUT, I AM GOING TO KIDNAP AGNES

and the suckfest continues

2010-07-17T18:48:00.000+08:00

the suckfest obviously did not end last week ==
my computer died on me.
fml.

*

couldn't be bothered to update at all this week LOL
was another rather bad week but it had moments of awesome that i will never forget.
like the crazy sleepover that we haven't had for months.
and gummy bears, heehee.

COMPUTER STILL NOT WORKING SDKJFBSKJFBIJSDBF

we are proud of you, say we are proud of you!

2010-07-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

ORANGE WHITE AND BLACK, D*STARZ NUMBER ONE!

i can't believe argentina lost T_T

stupid octopus, pscht.

misread signals, insecurities, walls of solitude.

omg, playing badminton after about a year without it was awesome :D

sooo fun.

i think we're gonna end up doing this every pe class LOL

breakdown #3 of 2010.

whoo.

at least half the year is already done.

FIVE. MORE. MONTHS.

thanks to my brother, everyone thinks i'm going to marry paul the octopus if germany wins.

yeah, you're going to have mutant babies.

thanks ==

(AN: SPAIN WON LALALA *HIPPO DANCE*)

from what was supposed to be a good day turned into a suckfest ==

this week has just been total bullshit.

i cannot wait for cheer this weekend.

evil vampire baby trying to claw its way out of my uterus right nao.

yes, that was a breaking dawn pun and it proves how much it hurts.

shit better not happen tomorrow.

first day of cheer and d*starz makes it to the top 15!

so proud of you girls :D

blue fingernails for stompers, heehee.

looks like the bullshit didn't end on friday ==

HELL YES, D*STARZ FTW!

best showmanship, best make-up and fifth place overall!

so proud :D

3 awards at SOX, 3 awards at nationals.

it's the friggin year of orange!

congrats to stompers for placing fourth!

HELL YEAH, SPAIN WON THE WORLD CUP

*HIPPO DANCE*

tgif

2010-06-27T22:24:00.012+08:00

prefectorial board of 2009/2010 ♥

i'm afraid to say something in case it makes it worse.

but i'm scared if i don't say something, things will continue going downhill.

didn't go to school today, heeheehee.

extra hours of sleep, ftw.

i totally fail at writing with my left hand, omg LOL

looks like my cycle of afternoon nap sessions have been disrupted by not doing it for a week.

i miss them :(

because if i don't get those naps, i'm extra tired and zombie-like, ugh.

(yes, i'm a lazy pig. so what? :P)

mr chee said open day is on the 10th.

which is the same day as the first day of cheer.

and then someone else said it's on the 17th.

which is the same day as vi's campfired.

why is this my life ._.

photoshopping people's faces to make them look pretty make my eyes hurt.

ow.

you people better love me for doing this :P

such a tiring week T_T

been up till almost 2am every night trying to finish up work.

TGIF.

sleeping in on a rainy saturday morning has got to be one of the best things in life.

especially if you get more than 8 hours of sleep after a week of only sleeping an average of 4 hours a day.

i hope next week goes better.

kthxbai!

fail a bit

2010-06-23T14:44:00.006+08:00

BFFs ♥

hai.

so it's tuesday and i'm already dying. yeah.

school has been boring, i think i've fallen asleep in class a few times already cos there's nothing to do ==

(i woke up today with 4 monkeys staring at me. a normal monkey, a pink gay monkey, a cross breed of monkey+bear and a fairy monkey)

so laik, i have a performance this saturday.

and oh my god, it's like cheer all over again with practice.

how the hell did i do it for a year?

i have a feeling i'll be a a zombie for the rest of the week.

damn, it's already friday.

this week flew by so fast o.o

i love being busy.

gurh, bad day bad day bad day.

AND WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE ON FRIDAY?!

fml.

brb, gonna go on a killing spree.

so much for thinking you were trying to make things alright again.

thanks for making me hope for the best.

now, can you decide if you want me in your life or not?

performance fail a bit HAHA

but it was really fun :) no, really.

and then dinner at pizza hut and mamak session after with the brother, millie and meganbb.

more fun :D

and then the day ended badly wtfe.

oh well.

the rest of the year's going to be boring T_T

kthxbai!

here we go again

2010-06-08T00:22:00.021+08:00

owise, spongebob.

(AN: this post is from the whole 2 weeks of term-break in case you get confused, but i don't think i have a lot of readers.)

you know what i hate?

post-camp syndrome.

which is falling sick.

ugh, i feel like a zombie.

this stupid cough has made me drink so much water i think i go to the toilet at least 15 times a day, maybe even more.

and the medicine made it worse T_T

major shopping session today, heehee.

burnt a hole in my wallet.

a handbag, a dress and two shirts.

i'm not even half done with my shopping list ==

MONEY WELL SPENT :D

(does anyone know where to buy nice jackets with hoodies :/)

and oh my god, at least 97% of the shops we went into at times square was playing some lady gaga song.

if it wasn't lady gaga, it was beyonce or kesha or some random chinese song.

but one shop was playing dbsk, heehee.

there's nothing to do online anymore.

i just keep switching from tab to tab and stoning.

i should find something more productive to do with my life.

LIKE STUDYING FOR SPM

i may not be the prettiest, the most polite, the most understanding or the most kind person but i sure as hell am a loyal person.

i wasn't put here for you to take me for granted.

in this past week, my daily lunch only included instant noodles, pasta and fast food.

HELLO, WEIGHT GAIN!

watching ranma 1/2 again.

epic anime is epic.

brings back so much memories :')

i fell in love with him LOL

embarrassing but true.

hippo convention today was good :D

filled with cupcakes, flying + synchronized swimming piglets, good food, bonding sessions, spazzing over korean idols and stationery and reading in silence.

ilubugirls :)

finally finally finished watching season 6 of grey's anatomy.

HOW CAN THEY END THE SEASON JUST LIKE THAT WITH SO MANY THINGS HANGING T_T

dr. jackson avery is hot.

note to self: find out who he is.

and today, i WILL start my add maths project.

went out with the girls today for movies.

i never actually noticed how hot ashton kutcher is.

and his body omg and his arms. DID YOU SEE HIS ARMS? *drool*

and i spent even more money today ==

i think i spent at least 200 bucks this past 2 weeks.

i am now going to walk around with an empty wallet to prevent myself from buying more stuff.

shopping with ze marder at mid today.

so much for not spending anymore.

bought a handbag, a dress, a pair of flats and a pair of ballet flats :D

but the stupid shop didn't have the baby pink ballet flats in stock so i had to buy black, pscht.

spent bbq night being socially awkward and making new friends through card games.

highlight of the night was walking in the dark to sri aman and then standing in the middle of a roundabout trying to figure out which way to go with min and then getting a joy ride from iryan :D

oh, i am now known as megan because someone thought toofie called me megan.

nice.

just got back from entertaining a bunch of kids with meganbb.

twas awesome.

we did manicures and tattoos.

we ended up giving ourselves manicures and tattoos as well because we were bored LOL

this would be a really good business.

maybe we should do it besides the whole underwear idea :D

OMG ONE MORE DAY OF HOLIDAYS LEFT T_T

i see you desperately trying to patch things up.

i want things to be okay but i'm afraid of letting you back in.

so, school starts tomorrow.

that's kind of depressing.

on a more brighter note: i now have toy story exam pads.

i am officially cool.

kthxbai!

so how did you get here under my skin? swore that i'd never let you back in

should've known better than trying to let you go. cos here we go go go again.

hard as i try, i know i can't quit. something about you is so addictive

we're falling together, you'd think that by now i'd know

cos here we go go go again.

because it deserves its own post

2010-06-07T22:15:00.003+08:00

highlights of camp:

1) thinking we were staying at the ns camp and cursing our butts off

2) finding out we weren't actually staying at an ns camp LOL

3) completing the obstacle course /proud

4) getting buttgrabbed to finish the obstacle course

5) jungle trekking in the middle of the night

6) thinking we lost someone while jungle trekking

7) almost peeing in my pants while jungle trekking

8) holding on to ronnie and bala's hands really tight during jungle trekking because i was scared shitless

9) gossiping at the mamak till 4am

10) sleeping only 2 hours on the first night

11) waking up instantly after hearing siang ho's voice LOL

12) noticing a hot guy from another school and betting that michelle would find him hot (which she did)

13) completing the high rope course /proud

14) the awesomeness of the projects

15) falling asleep at the mamak

16) how fast everyone went to sleep on the second day

17) not noticing that the electricity went off for at least 2 hours till the next morning

18) gossiping with all the girls in the dorm

19) clapping and screaming at a cow who was peeing while we were on the bus

not so fun stuff:

1) falling sick after camp

2) falling sick after camp

3) falling sick after camp

twas such an awesome weekend.

pictures will be up on facebook soon :)

you were a priority, was i an option?

2010-06-03T22:44:00.003+08:00

old picture is old and amusing.

i miss you girls.

add maths paper 2 was easier than it normally was.

it's either i'm starting to understand or there was something going on that i didn't catch on :S

the effects of sleep deprivation has started showing itself.

and i'm only going to get sufficient sleep on sunday night because of prefects camp which apparently needs to us to be awake at 7am, wtfe.

being a music guinea pig now.

i miss those days LOL

i am in desperate need of a shopping spree.

who wants to have some girl time?!

screwed for chemistry.

i'll most probably be awake the whole night unless i fall asleep.

which will result in me getting mindraped, again.

ugh.

TWO. MORE. DAYS.

everyone was so into the spirit of team work today!

LOL

current term break schedule (will be updated):

4th-6th: Prefects' Camp
~~8th: Times Square with Jen Ai & Shin Wei & Michelle (?)~~
9th: ~~Study session/sleepover/outing with the bffs~~Shopping @ Times Square with Michelle
~~12th~~13th: Hippo Convention @ KLCC
16th: ~~ICSA IU Day/Film Fest~~ Movies @ Mid
18th: BBQ Night

and other unplanned things.

and daily schedule will include working on project wall of awesome, cleaning out my room and wardrobe, looking around for college programmes, planning my SPM study schedule.

is it really june already?

you'd think i'd be as happy as a unicorn (excuse the lame metaphor) since midterms are over (sivik and pj papers don't count).

but it's a bad day ==

come back home to some idiotic things and got mindraped during school hours by bio and sejarah.

WHY IS THIS MY LIFE?!

off to camp tomorrow!

omo, i'm so excited heeheehee

kthxbai!

this time i thought things were real,

you said they were,

what happened?

you were a priority,

was i an option?

good job, good job!

2010-05-30T22:11:00.001+08:00

team malaysia ftw.

i hate sme.

stop being such slave drivers, ugh.

i never said i was nice, i know i'm not perfect.

sure, i can be happy and bubbly, outgoing and understanding.

but with the good comes the bad.

i'm rude, lazy, mean, overly sarcastic, i have a bad temper.

but if you can't accept me for who i am, then it's your loss.

not mine.

screwed up my moral paper.

those few marks could give me a bloody A, damn it.

i feel so stupid ==

and then maths was bullshit.

which made me feel worse.

sejarah and add maths tomorrow.

let us all pray that our souls rest in peace.

i just managed to walk into a wall.

yes, i walked into a wall.

now, go along and snicker.

i cannot wait for the end of school on thursday so i can sleep.

three day weekends ftw.

and then i can watch c3.

and see meganbb.

it will be a good weekend before all the disaster starts again.

another long night.

i cannot wait to sleep all i want tomorrow.

I CAN DO THIS.

AJA!

got raped by physics, whoo.

spend the day after school shopping with ze mother.

spend about 100+ LOL

but as my brother says, i was with a walking atm machine :D

saw this gorgeous pair of red shoes by zang toi today.

price also very gorgeous.

WANT WANT WANT

robin hood waz osm.

srsly. :D

and i managed to NOT study the whole day yesterday.

GUESS WHO'S FAILING MORE SUBJECTS?

disastrous day.

and yes, i didn't study the whole day again.

AND I JUST PANICKED BECAUSE I THOUGHT I DIDN'T SIT FOR MY BIO PAPER 2 WHEN IT'S ONLY ON THURSDAY

see what exams do to me ==

niu adorable layout.

heehee :3

C3 was awesome.

congratulations to team malaysia for getting champions for the south east asian championships.

and to stompers for placing (third or second, i fergot) in the all-girl stunt malaysian division.

and vivacious for getting second in the full routine malaysian division.

and uhm, everyone else :D

but the lighting was horrible so most of the pictures turned out really dark ==

omg, now i can't wait for cheer.

ANOTHER ONE AND A HALF MONTHS :D

and 6 more months till i can join cheer again, heehee.

the more you give, the more you cry

2010-05-22T16:17:00.001+08:00

bring on the rain, bring on the thunder.

The London Eye, December 2009.

To me, "will you be her mum? her REAL mum." will be the sweetest line eveeer.

"the more you give, the more you cry"

kids are so adorable :'D

bonamana's been a trending topic for quite awhile.

this must be a friggin record for twelfs.

i wonder how long it's going to last.

hell to the yeah.

i've managed to remember all the moral values almost perfectly.

which means i don't have to write them a thousand and one times anymore.

*hippo dance*

no electricity tomorrow around my housing area from 10am-7pm.

let us all pray that i don't die from heat stroke.

(AN: THERE WAS ELECTRICITY HEEHEE :D)

this picture made my whole friggin day.

first essay was too long.

second essay was too short.

fml.

i've realised i've become such an overbearing person.

making sure people do certain things so they'll be okay.

worrying when someone gets sick or injured.

worrying when i think i do something wrong and asking people if i actually did something or annoying and then being more annoying by apologizing endlessly.

i must be irritating the hell out of everyone :/

i'm sorry :(

but one more thing, i'm sarcastic by nature.

deal with it.

exam stress finally kicking in.

everything around me is giving me signs that i should really start putting my brains to work.

this is purely a note for i'm writing myself and you can choose to ignore it:

dear lydia,

don't you think it's about time you buck up for your exams?

you're constantly doing pointless things instead of studying for your midterms which aren't even halfway through.

you always say suju has given you motivation to work hard but you haven't been showing it lately and do not blame them for being so damn addictive with their sexy moves.

DO YOU REALLY WANT TO DO BADLY FOR YOUR EXAMS?

so, time to pull your socks up and get your priorities straight.

spm is 180+ days away.

YOU. CAN. DO. THIS. SHIT.

what is up with all the ridiculously long named fan pages on facebook?

stop liking them, please.

and i know i liked a few of them, but why is omgfacts, six billion secrets and gmh invading facebook as well?

they have their own sites, thank you very much.

and to whoever said i joined them:

yes, i did join a few of the omgfacts and gmh pages.

but then i stopped.

and no, i didn't not join the i am awesomex10^5465453 page okay.

don't accuse me of doing something i didn't.

kthxbai!

awesomepossumsauceepicness

2010-05-16T12:16:00.004+08:00

mostawesomepossumsaucebirthdayevaaaaaarrrfankeweveryone.

photographers: michelle hor and justin wong

i was sorting out my music files.

i found fly on the wall.

wtf.

AND THEN I FOUND PARTY IN THE USA

*headdesk*

"Kenapa kamu eja ibu bapa 'ibubapa'?" "Cikgu, jangan ceraikan mereka!"

"Mengapa 'keretapi' dan bukan 'kereta api'?" "Cikgu, jangan pisahkan kereta, nanti terbabas."

(Y)(Y)(Y)

i can't recognize the boy's voices anymore :(

i feel so guilty.

BUT THEIR VIDEO IS BEING RELEASED ON THE 12TH INSTEAD OF THE 13TH AND IT FEELS LIKE THEY'RE GIVING ME A PRESENT TOO HEEHEE :D

i swear that this has been the most epic, awesomesauce birthday in my life.

and one of the best days i've ever lived.

(despite the lack of sleep. there was so much win, i only slept for 3 hours wtf)

epic surprise + epic ninja skills, epic card with epic messages from epic people, epic new phone, epic classmates + schoolmates, not-so-epic chicken dance (HAHA) and just epic epic epic people making my day epic.

oh, and getting COW a month in advance (ilubb, but who do i give it to next? LOL)

i love you guys :')

and the most epic of epic: megan chng standing in my kitchen, holding a birthday cake at midnight.

best birthday present evaaaarrrr.

i might have an intestinal infection.

yay.

i can't believe oh my lady is over T_T

i agonized over this drama for eight weeks!

and that last episode made me cry like a baby.

oh, min woo-shi *heart melts*

i have a feeling i'm going to watch the whole thing again LOL

every single cell in me right now wants to marry siwon.

just look at the man, he's a friggin god.

and he's such a sweetheart.

and a dork.

*swoon*

I SENSE A BIAS CHANGEE!

oh, sweet baby shissus.

10 sexy beasts on one stage *spazz*

"I UNDERSTAND CHINESE"

- Rachel Yong

dinner with the girls was awesome.

thanks for the surprise, bbs.

and thanks for ending the week with total epicness.

ilubugaiz.

lol, this post is full of fangirlism.

and midterms start on wednesday *dies*

kthxbai!

I SWEAR

2010-05-11T21:54:00.001+08:00

i, lydia wong, hereby swear that i will study for my mid-terms.

i will have a crash course this weekend.

and the next weekend.

and everyday till my exams are over.

if i talk to you online, or i'm doing something completely useless like spamming facebook, please proceed to slap/screw me or just scare the shit out of me with the consequences of doing badly.

plskthxbai.

flying russian cows

2010-05-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

rediscovering my love for photoshop.

IF YOU WANNA BE MY LOVER

YOU HAVE GOT TO GIVE

TAKING IS TOO EASY

BUT THAT'S THE WAY IT IS

i just downloaded a bunch of spice girls songs HAHA

fail of the day: i said friendster instead of facebook ==

and then i remembered the most epic fail of the century.

a few years back i was having a group conversation with carmen, rianne and megan.

and we told carmen that cows were flying in russia (i keep spelling russie wtf) and that it was on cnn.

she actually ran downstairs to turn on the tv and check HAHA

i love you, carmen :P

some days, i just feel like curling up into a ball on my bed and just staring at the wall.

today is one of those days.

i just found out today that the form one syllabus in my school includes music classes.

what even.

on my way to school today, guess what hitz.fm decides to play?

"AND I WAS LIKE BABY BABY BABY OUHHH"

so, i internally stab myself.

last period of school, someone brought a radio and a cd.

no points/prizes for guessing what song they played as well ==

i am going to start shooting people soon.

and now i'm singing miley cyrus's songs. *dies*

i have the flu.

i hate having the flu.

i'd rather have a fever.

no, srsly.

best female interactor of 09/10 :')

it's either my white blood cells are like virus fighting warriors.

or there's something wrong with my body system ==

i woke up this morning and my flu was totally gone.

OH WELL, WHO'S COMPLAINING?!

i was at the lrt station.

this dude started picking his nose with his shirt.

then he used his finger.

and then he started rolling it around on his finger.

and then he put it in his mouth.

oh. my. god.

"read newspaper, read last page only. manchester united, chelsea, liverpool. close paper"

"what's the thickest newspaper? the star. roll up and whack can die you know!"

"walaupun malaysia negara kecil dan terpencil, namun kita telah menganjurkan sukan olimpik 1998 dan memenangi 10 pingat emas"

"if you write badminton, lee chong wei will come and chase you around the school with his racket. if you put squash, nicol david will bring her squash racket, ask all of you to line up and hit your head one by one. if you put bowling, you all go stand at the back there, she bowl one time, you all dua kaki patah"

(Y)

today's bm lecture was so awesome.

[11:48:57 PM] Megan Chng: ask him to call me and hang up LOL

[11:49:04 PM] Lydia Wong: STOP CALLING STOP CALLING I DON'T WANNA TALK ANYMORE

oh, irony.

i understood add maths today, heeheehee.

best part is, it's trig LOL

but i'm betting that i'm going to forget whatever it is in a few days.

poor deon got tricked by us today.

i can't remember ever laughing this hard in class before.

just got back from swimming.

feels kinda good to be in a pool again after years. (inflatable pools don't count)

but my hair feels disgusting now :(

can't go for hartamas carnival.

which means no hippo meeting :(

and now my shockwave decides to crash while i'm watching oh my lady AFTER i've finished loading four parts.

fml.

OH, AND MID TERMS ARE IN ONE AND A HALF WEEKS LALALA

kthxbai!

fashionistaaaa

2010-05-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

D*STARZ NUMBER ONE!

spent most of my weekend playing plants vs zombies omg ==

when i should have been doing the 45876213 model essays and karangan and other productive things.

but hey, i finished the game.

that's productive.. right?

i saw a little boy who looked like the kid from ju-on (it is ju-on right?) earlier.

that's kinda creepy.

Post-SPM plans (not including hippo, bff and other bonding sessions) :

take up dancing again (latin)
get into new genres of dance (comteporary, hip hop, ballroom, jazz)
trip around the city
photoshoot
dye hair a funky colour (like pink or something LOL)
learn a new language
join CHARM
take a photography course
ELS courses
take up piano (again) or guitar

and so much more i can't think of right now.

i feel so unaccomplished T_T

i never should have gave up dancing :(

excuse me while i go drown myself in regret and unaccomplishment.

insecurities building up.

i feel like such a failure at life.

fml.

second break down of the year.

yes, it's only my second LOL

but i refuse to let myself succumb to weakness any longer.

I AM GOING TO PWN

you know what irritates the shit out of me?

people thinking that cheerleading isn't a sport and that male cheerleaders are gay.

you guys can't even do half the things we do, so just zip it okay?

cheer is as much of a sport as football is. in fact, it's more than ten times harder than football.

it builds strength, stamina and it involves a whole lot of blood, sweat and tears.

so try doing what we do before you open your mouth.

and btw, i think male cheerleaders are hot even if they are gay.

suck on that.

i can't believe it's going to be may tomorrow.

i've been so tired these past few weeks but i'm not even as half as busy as i was last year.

how the heck did i manage to cope?

Bala [ da Br0z ] says:

LOL..wait..gonna sign out now..be back in a sex

woah LOL *SEC

bala, you dirty-minded boy HAHA

aiyoooo :'D

celcom sox today was fun.

but make me sakit hati je :(

congrats to d*starz for making it to the finals and good job to b*starz!

damn sad cannot go for finals because i'll be at camp wtf.

had a lunch date with meganbb after and ended up stuffing ourselves till we didn't wanna walk LOL

pictures are on facebook!

oh oh, the two flyers from pirates looked like izwan and norman O.O

kthxbai!

sean john, calvin klein, donna karan's fashion line

valentino, ysl, ferragamo and chanel.

holsten, gucci, figla, rucci

don't forget my pucci!

jealous admiration

2010-04-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

:')

just read back all my 2010 posts.

it's been such a bad year up till now.

200+ days left to spm.

a month till mid-terms.

let's just get this over and done with.

losing hold on everything.

everything that's held me together.

everything that keeps me tied down.

everything that keeps me sane.

everything that makes me, me.

everything.

bermain gesek-gesek dengan adiknya.

- Kate-Lyn Anne

ajohh amah, my friends ah LOL

spent a good 2 hours plus at the mamak and brem park hall having a much needed girl time session with meesiou hor.

i honestly can't remember the last time we did this.

AND OMG SOUR APPLE ICE-CREAM, I HAVE MISSED THEE WTF

"bahasa saya curi dari orang lain" :'D

3 periods today were spent sleeping.

1 and a 1/2 were spent doodling in my planner.

why? because there is nothing to do when your teachers don't come to school ==

it's one of those days where i wish i never had the determination to wake up.

"do you think norman danial looks good in a bathing suit?"

oh, facebook :'D

someone also searched for "lydia likes blue waffles" and came to my blog.

i don't know whether to be amused or disgusted :/

oh joy, more haters :D heehee

just doing my job. i'm saving my own ass as well as others from being chewed off. i don't care if they don't want to be saved, i still don't want my ass chewed off, thank you very much.
if you haven't noticed (a) one of my best friends is an exco, (b) half the board is in my class and (c) it's not my fault i have good connections :P

people amuse me sometimes.

here's a little something to think about: hate is jealous admiration.

oh and btw, i'm so flattered people actually take up so much time to hate me :)

what have i been doing the past three and a half hours i've been awake?

playing bejeweled and plants vs zombies.

i really need to find something more productive to do with my life ==

YOU KNOW WHAT, I'LL GO IRON MY CLOTHES NOW HAHA

"Our class talent, spamming pictures"

- Liaw Shin Wei

trufax.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/lydzwong/

heeheehee :D

kthxbai!

amused

2010-04-18T20:22:00.003+08:00

spent the last hour going through meganbb's old blog posts because i had nothing better to do, except homework but i'm lazy eventhough it's sunday night and i have school in the morning.

omg bb why you so kiut ah LOL

and then i found her post for icc 09

which has got to be the most adorable and amusing post ever made

and i will never forget that day (ever) because of this:

(extracted from chngae.blogspot.com)

"But the fun didn't stop after ICC.

Before ICC, Bern and I made plans to meet up after the concert la. Planned to ask Lydz also. But people have friends you see.

So from the "plan" of 3 people, it bloated up to 15ish people. Fine with us, the more the merrier, no?

"Let's go Mid!", said Bern. For reasons unknown to me.

So we WALKED to the Sentul Station, in the rain. For a solid 15 minutes. We being Bern, Lydz, Michx, Izwan, NataSin, Kai, Mel, Me!. Stoned for like another 15 because people were trying to figure out which station to get off at. Bought tickets for KL Sentral/Masjid Jamek. Waited for another 15 minutes for Chris, Wai Phun, Cheryl, Elaine, Richmond. During which we realised we were supposed to get off at Bandaraya and transit to KTM there. Nevermind. Went to KL Sentral anyway. Reached.. somewhere, where we had to cross the road. LOL. Then we uh. TOOK THE KTM LOL.

OMG I HATE THE KTM. Got on the KTM. Only to realise when the train voice said "angkasapuri" we went "OHMYGODDD" because we boarded the wrong platform. -.- HAHAHA OMG IF I WASN'T ME I WOULD'VE LAUGHED AND LAUGHED. But it did happen to me so I will not laugh that much T_T Got off at Angkasapuri and crossed over to get to the other platform. Waited ANOTHER 20 minutes for the damn train to come.

Train came, went back to KL sentral. When we reached KL sentral SOME GENIUS WENT "Wait, this isn't the station. It's the next station." Okay la wait. Then one lady went "this is KL sentral" HAHAHAAHA PANIC LIKE SHIT LA. Rushed out of the train until, OH NO, CHRIS AND WAI PHUN GOT STUCK. WITH MEL'S GUITAR. You could've heard her heart crack. lol.

Nevermind, told them we'd meet them at Mid. Waited for the NEXT train. Train came. Too many people, tried to get in but couldn't. So we got out. But wait! Cheryl and Natasha Sin got stuck WTFFFF. Seperated AGAIN.

By then we'd already cussed enough to put sailors and pirates to shame. So we gave up and paid 42 bucks for tax fare(WHICH BTW SOME PEOPLE STILL NEVER PAY ME BACK. Haih tak per.. charity. LOL wtf).

WE REACHED MID VALLEY AT LIKE. 7. WE LEFT HGH HALL AT LIKE. 4.30.

WTF?! CAN DRIVE TO PD IN THAT TIME WEI."

ahh, good times.

Don't sympathize, empathize

2010-04-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

autism walk = epic.

school tomorrow.

bleagh.

i keep feeling like puking nowadays :/

and everyone knows i have a phobia of puking.

why is this my life?

ayam stupid.

nuff said.

:'(

work for editorial board finally coming in.

loads of shit to do by june and mid-terms start next month ==

and class page as well, shit.

which we have to submit the draft by this friday.

can i not agree to do it?

such an epic day.

didn't get caught because of a special assignment LOL

oh, the irony of it all.

but i had to stay back till 4pm.

thanks ah, kate and rachel ==

and the cycle of pile-of-homework-on-the-floor-on-thursday-night-after-tuition has started again.

but hey, i managed to finish most of my add maths homework myself (Y)

now on to sejarah and chemistry!

and spazzing, heehee.

ONE DAY TO AUTISM WALK

IT'S TOMORROW :D

HEEHEEHEEHEE

omg, i can't wait to experience the epicness that we've all been missing out for the past few months.

autism walk was awesomesauce.

hippo reunion, stopping in a line just to get shade, lunch with the most random group, shopping at giant to buy 18 bottles of soda LOL

SO, WHEN ARE WE DOING IT AGAIN :D

kthxbai!

defying gravity

2010-04-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

shabu shabu with the girls ♥

a red ant bit my toe last night.

and now it hurts and itches all at the same time.

sdjkfsjkdbgfsdkgsdbn

chemistry tomorrow :/

damn.

what is it with insects and me? ==

huge ass thing jumped on my thigh during dinner last night and i screamed and nearly overturned two (yes, two. not one) tables.

and today: death by chemistry

THREE MORE DAYS

(two if you don't count sivik)

so sleepy T_T

i was like a zombie in school today.

sleeping three hours a night just to study is definitely not fun.

how the hell did i manage to do it in form 3 and 4?

proof of my sleepiness: wanted to call my dad. used the house phone. instead of dialing my dad's number, i dialed my house phone's number. I WAS USING THE HOUSE PHONE ==

NO MORE EXAMS :D

but intervensi starts on monday, what even ==

shabu shabu tomorrow night for jo lynn's birthday.

mamak session with the girls today was awesome ♥

it's been a long time, bbs.

taking a cab, walking in the hot sun, getting caught in the rain ==

chan jo lynn, you better love us.

kthxbai!

it's time to try defying gravity

i think i'll try defying gravity

kiss me goodbye, i'm defying gravity

and you won't bring me down.

why do you build me up, buttercup

2010-04-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

OM NOM NOM

photographer: michelle hor

took me 4 hours yesterday to memorise all 36 moral values ==

and i still screwed up the exam, ugh.

currently trying to study bio and failing.

i hate hate hate hate bio.

i predict three hours of sleep tonight.

why do you build me up, buttercup baby

just to let me down and mess me around

and then the worst of all, you never call, baby

when you say you will but i love you still

i need you more than anyone, darling

you know that i have from the start

so build me up, buttercup, don't break my heart

stayed up half the night to study bio and i still screwed up the paper

add maths tomorrow, oh god.

i hate add maths.

i really really really hate add maths.

why did i even take it in the first place ==

i should be relatively safe for bio and history.

i can't wait till exams are over.

6 more papers, 3 more subjects, 4 more days.

but sivik doesn't count :/

reverting back to english music with glee covers.

PUCK SINGING SWEET CAROLINE GIVES ME EARGASMS OH MY GOD

kthxbai!

pop royalty ftw

2010-03-28T19:17:00.000+08:00

POP ROYALTY FTW

almost got to sit in a hot air balloon with meganbb.
dear weather, why must you be so bitchy? ugh.
and school starts tomorrow *sob*
i really don't want to go. :/

1.05pm on monday.

i did not go to school.

teehee.

shit, first terms start tomorrow.

fml.

3.18pm - MY COMPUTER WORKS AGAIN YEEEESSS!

i think it was pms-ing for the past 4 days wtfe.

i hope it doesn't go bonkers again.

bm was relatively easy but english screwed with my brain.

oh, the irony of it all.

modern maths tomorrow and i don't know shit.

so uhm, i might fail.

along with add maths.

jyeaaaaaahhhh.

ONE MORE DAY BEFORE A THREE DAY WEEEKEND

because i declare friday as a holiday as i have no papers, teehee.

11.20pm, wednesday night.

i am sitting in front of the computer screen, struggling to understand maths.

how the hell is mathematical reasoning considered maths in the first place?

i cannot fail maths, i cannot fail maths.

*headdesk*

computer isn't working again.

WHY IS THIS MY LIFE?!

on the other hand, icc tomorrow!

squeeeeeeeeee

icc was awesome. i almost lost my voice LOL

congrats to pop royalty :D

meganbb, i'm so proud of you.

AND NOW BACK TO STUDYING FOR EXAMS

because i just found out all 36 moral values are coming out and it is already 7pm on sunday and moral is first thing tomorrow morning.

damn it.

holidays, schmolidays

2010-03-20T22:54:00.001+08:00

hanging out in kai's cool tree house.

photographer: megan chng

hai.

it's sunday night and i'm not worrying about school tomorrow.

but holidays aren't holidays anymore.

holidays in 2010 are filled with busy days and this whole week will be filled with studying. (AN : mission to study failed ==)

exams on the 23rd, ugh.

spent the day with meganbb at HELP's open day and the edu fair at mid.

so, i've decided to stick with psychology or law.

but i've got another 9 months.

that will go by really fast :/

as the facebook group says "is it just me or does every year go by faster and faster?"

kai's party was awesome :D

i want her to adopt me. seriously.

because i want to live in her treehouse and play band hero all day long.

and i would also like to marry johnny depp in his mad hatter costume :)

prefects course for the juniors today was fun :D

although running around after 13 and 14 year olds is tiring LOL

omg, i was so exhausted earlier that while i was showering, i dropped a sponge and i just stared at it for like 5 seconds and then thought "i want to sleep"

yeah.

and now i don't feel sleepy at all.

i think my body resets its energy levels at around 10.30pm wtf.

"to lydiabb, i'm so sorry for not being around when you were getting piles of poopyface being thrown at you, i'm sorry for not responding as fast as i should have. i must say that i am really proud of what you did and slowly you are making progress. please stay strong "

- megan chng

it's okay, we all know the shit you're going through now and i feel bad for not being there for you most of the time. i know what it feels like, i went through it last year.

just take care of yourself and watch your health okay?

*

friday night, suju's concert is tomorrow night.
was planning on going and sitting outside the stadium but i have no one to go with me.
and i want those tickets so badly.
and they're still selling tickets.
but how am i going to get the money?
why is this my life T_T

*

whole week ruined.
because of one night that didn't happen.
one night that would have completed my life.
ugh.

oh and my computer crashed.
wow.

holidays were okay, lazing around being a bum while trying to tell myself to study.
can't wait for exams to be over.

kthxbai!

yellow ♥

2010-03-12T18:08:00.000+08:00

yellow house, ftw!

exams are in exactly two weeks.

i haven't started studying.

i should start studying.

i need to do well, srsly.

someone give me motivation to study.

went to school today with my hair in a pony tail for the first time.

i think it's been about six or seven months since my friends have seen me with my hair tied up.

their reactions were so amusing.

immd.

DADDY BOUGHT A TELEPHOTO LENS FOR MEEEEEEEEEEE

the 55-200mm one, whoooooo.

thank you, daddy. i love you :D

feeling so proud of yellow house right now :D

second place for cheer, first place for marching and second place overall.

sports day was fun.

involved a lot of walking and sitting under the sun, getting burnt ==

i think you could've fried an egg on my head.

i still have tuition tonight and school tomorrow.

ugh.

i went to school today for no reason.

i only learned chemistry LOL

and it doesn't feel like the holidays :/

exams in about a week.

damn.

i've realised i've been a little bit more bitchy lately.

just bear with it for a little while, i'm going through some stuff.

and being bitchy is one of the ways i deal with it.

p/s: sorry if i lashed out at you for no good reason :S

kthxbai!

tainted image

2010-03-01T23:13:00.009+08:00

don't be so quick to judge me, you only see what i choose to show.

so this is what happens on the morning of the day i go back to school after a 3 day break.

i wake up at 5.30am to go to the toilet.

go back to the room and end up tossing and turning for an hour.

my mother comes and wakes me up and at that exact moment, i feel sleepy again.

i wake up late, at 6.50am.

legs still hurt really bad from the treasure hunt.

every step i take, it feels like it rattles the bones T_T

all the way from my feet to my thighs.

i hate how i sometimes have problems sleeping at night because i keep thinking of everything i have to do.

i hate how stressful form 5 life is.

i hate how much homework i have.

i hate how much pressure is being put on me to do well in spm.

i hate having to stay back till at least 2pm almost everyday.

i hate lack of sleep eventhough i try to get in a few hours every afternoon.

basically, i kinda hate 2010 right now.

just did 2 hours of add maths in tuition and now i have my add maths homework in front of me.

i think someone wants all my brain cells to die in one night ==

michelle saw a snake in the field today.

she screamed, i ran and then she scolded me for running to wrong way LOL

both my bbs, megan and alia, will be at camp this weekend.

while i have school on saturday.

yeaaahh.

give me one damn good reason why i should help you look good when you murdered my social life, made me lose sleep and basically just turned my whole world upside down.

no really, give me a damn good reason.

because i don't know why i'm doing it either.

THINGS TO DO:

moral folio
add maths homework
yellow house stuff
go to the stationery shop to get stuff for the yellow house stuff
wash school shoes
PAINT TOE NAILS?! :D
finish komsas notes
finish chemistry worksheets

jyeah, this is basically my everyday life right now :/

p/s: leave me something on my formspring.me :D it's that little thing i added on the sidebar. questions, rants and you can even bitch anonymously although bitching anonymously makes you a coward.

replies on twitter/facebook/tumblr.

kthxbai!

to infinity and beyond!

2010-02-21T18:18:00.019+08:00

the almighty egg of team blue waffle that now resides in izwan's stomach.

(and soon, his toilet bowl HAHA)

photographer: izwan zahari

back to school tomorrow, ugh.

haven't finished my homework yet LOL

this week was full with stuff and i was exhausted most of the time.

most epic moment = sitting in silence with meganbb while doing our own stuff.

yeah, still can't believe there's school tomorrow.

buzz lightyear backpacks and bright yellow winter jackets = ♥

so, i ALMOST celebrated international skip school day, in my last year of schooling, today. damn it.

i hardly got any sleep last night, woke up with a headache and still went to school ==

but there was an education fair and some colleges and unis were there, twas fun :D

but now i'm confused :/

i've always wanted to do psychology and/or psychiatry and recently, i've been thinking of doing law.

AND THEN I GO TO THE FAIR TODAY AND THERE'S INTERIOR DESIGNING, GRAPHIC DESIGNING, DIGITAL PHOTOGRAPHY, HOTEL AND EVENT MANAGEMENT, FLIGHT ATTENDING (yes, i've thought of becoming a flight attendant LOL) AND EVERYTHING ELSE.

i want to do so many things T_T

it feels like someone up there is working on ways on making me annoyed.

within a span of 10 minutes, i got really, really, really irritated.

and i'm still irritated.

ugh.

history class at 7.30 in the morning tomorrow and it's almost 1am now and i'm still doing history homework and we have a quiz tomorrow and i haven't studied shit.

i wish everyone would just shut up and leave me alone right now.

basing with another guy is fun.

having that same guy fall on you while you're spotting.. not so fun.

vi's treasure hunt = loads of ridiculous shitty clues + pain + awesomeness.

and here was where we needed to go:

from vi to bukit jalil to masjid jamek to dataran merdeka to pasar seni to petaling street back to pasar seni back to masjid jamek back to dataran merdeka to klcc to walking the whole damn park to pavillion to times square back to pavillion and back to vi.

we walked 3/4 of the way which basically means we walked almost 4 hours.

and thousands of stairs.

i walk like a duck right now == and most of my body hurts.

but twas good fun :D

back to school tomorrow *wail*

kthxbai!

blue waffle anyone?

2010-02-20T01:27:00.002+08:00

google blue waffle, i dare you.

if you do, click on the first link.

the blue waffle revolution 2010.

lydia wong, megan chng, alia astaman, izwan zahari, justin wong, michelle hor.

happy cny!

2010-02-15T01:05:00.004+08:00

happy chinese new year to everyone!

may your year be filled with wealth, prosperity and whatever else that is good :D

rawr!

awesome sauce

2010-02-13T00:53:00.000+08:00

all it takes is a little determination to win.

sunday evening and i'm climbing up mount homework right now.

history, add maths, literature and karangan to finish up by tonight.

god, i seriously hate form 5.

it's even depriving me of my azn purdy boiz.

just had tug of war in school and it's the first time since school started i've actually felt exhausted.

but it was absolutely awesome.

we beat red house for the first time in quite awhile and we're competing for first place on thursday :D

but despite all that fun, my arms feel like dropping off and my left foot hurts.

and i have homework *groans*

my foot hurts. really, really badly.

i can't walk properly. i'm limping.

and my arms were so tired earlier, i couldn't even write straight.

this is what happens when i over-exert myself after a really long time.

i think this is the first time i've updated so much within a week LOL

god, my body aches all over.

i miss having muscle aches. it's like having an old friend come back to you.

bad part of this is, i can't walk properly. fml.

no homework tonight :D but i am friggin exhausted.

for the first time on a thursday night, i am not doing homework :D

awesome. and i'm not going to school tomorrow :D

but i lost my voice screaming at kate to pull the damn rope so we could win tug of war.

but the tug of war finals today was full of bullshit ==

so there might be a rematch, i dunno :/ (AN: there IS a rematch)

p/s: losing your voice is bullshit, not sexy. whoever said losing your voice is sexy needs to be smacked. really hard.

just got back from alison's wedding.

it was awesome sauce :D

feet hurt from dancing like a mad woman and i think this will result in blisters in the morning.

and i lost my voice, for the second (or third) time this week due to SINGING like a mad woman.

life is good right now.

happy chinese new year, everyone!

kthxbai!

idek.

2010-02-06T16:17:00.000+08:00

because sometimes all it takes is a little happiness to help get you through.

just saw a guy who looked exactly like nino from the nose up.

don't know about the rest of this face because he was wearing a mask.

i wanted to squeal but couldn't. because you know, he would've thought i was crazy.

i can't believe it's already february. ten more months till we're out of high school!

i hope seeing the nino look alike is a sign that the rest of the week will be awesome.

still monday night. school tomorrow, bleagh.

i have a headache and i feel like puking, maybe i WON'T go to school :/

i haven't finished my add maths work (only because i wasn't in class and i don't know how to do it) and the model karangan for bm.

ten more months, ten more months, ten more months *chants to self*

apparently the nino look alike wasn't a good sign.

he was just a guy that looked like nino, from nose up :/

life, waylt?

i must have stepped on one too many ants to deserve this chicken shit.

piled up with homework on thursday night, again.

add maths, history, literature and all due tomorrow, as usual.

this is gonna be a routine from now on.

2010, you seriously need to slow down and gives us all time to catch up because you're getting on my nerves.

big big love to the burgundy hippo, the turqoise hippo, the best friend and the other half and whoever else.

you people keep me sane :) ilubugaiz.

it's saturday.

idek what to say about this week :/

made changes to the layout because of some nonsensical bullshit.

kthxbai!

2010-02-02T22:32:00.005+08:00

i am not the one who told.

don't accuse me of being a tattletale when i'm not.

i didn't even want to bring this up.

get your facts straight before you tell somebody they're wrong.

for the love of jesus christ, i wasn't the one.

believe what you want to believe but you should really find out more before accusing someone of something they didn't even do and end up humiliating yourselves.

p/s: i never asked for the post back, i don't even want it.

and of course, thanks to whoever that's standing up for me, i love you guys.

(Chngae, Alia, Michelle, dude from hartamas that i don't even know lmao i owe you guys big time )

karma's a bitch

2010-01-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

because i miss being this care-free.

INTERVENSI IS OVAAAHH!

left more than half of my add maths paper blank and wrote nonsense for moral LOL

and now, i feel like someone punched me in the eye.

there's a like a bruise kinda pain whenever i blink hard or touch my eyelid :/

and pimple on the forehead, ew.

and chemistry file in front of me, double ew.

and i need to stay back the rest of the week *gags*

p/s: karma's a bitch only if you are. but maybe you don't even know what karma means *snorts*

officially be hatin' on tuesdays.

timetable is crappy. the only two lessons worth going to school for is english and chemistry.

and i have to stay back an extra hour for chemistry which ruins it .

so yeah, officially hating tuesdays from now on.

another load of homework to complete and everything is due on friday.

what is it with homework being needed to be handed in on fridays?

that sentence did not make sense, lack of sleep getting to my head.

thursday night. 11.46pm. drowning in homework.

chemistry, rumusan, add maths and history. all due tomorrow, fml.

and i have absolutely no mood to do it because i was just talking to meganbb about cheer and god, i miss it.

i feel like crying when i see you guys practice, okay?

and what you guys are doing, it hurts. but you most probably don't care because i'm such a bitch right?

cheer is/was my life. and i would do anything to be able to do it, right now.

but i have to wait till the end of the year. it's killing me.

having to put it on hold for a year, it's torturous murder.

say what you want, it's taking too much energy to care anymore.

1.08am, finally done with most of my homework.

i'm hungry.

tgif.

i am sick and tired of you two acting like you're my friends.

seriously, if you don't like something i do, tell me. don't talk about it behind my back.

i'm the way i am and i am not changing for anyone.

people like me for who i am, if they don't, they can go screw themselves.

i know you don't like how i have mood swings or rages or how i have a really bad control over my temper.

this whole "i'm holier than thou" act is getting old.

on another note, it's friday.

a 3 day weekend.

hallelujah.

kthxbai!

/edit

i just realised how much of a mess my life is in school LOL

learning not to care

2010-01-22T14:53:00.000+08:00

aspiring med students?

no, we're just a bunch of camwhoring teenagers.

starting off the week with a bang.

just got back from imu's open day and it was soooo fun :D

well, it was only fun because we kinda ogled over a 2nd-year dentistry student HAHA

who was extremely cute.

and i found him on facebook. i am such a stalker :/

it's still sunday but now my life is completely over.

i might not be going for SS2.

now, i shall go shrivel up and die.

tis tuesday and the whole awesomeness of the week just went down the drain ==

how stupid can people actually get? :/

i hope you hit your head. then maybe (somehow) a brain will miraculously grow.

woohoo, medical miracle/mystery?

and we found out today we have to stay back till 1.50pm every thursday.

to do nilam. TO DO NILAM! WE HAVE TO STAY BACK TO DO NILAM!

jsdbkjfasbjklfbsjklbfjksdh

i actually typed something here.

a mini rant. but apparently, freedom of speech on the internet is no longer possible without getting kicked in the ass some way or another.

stupid facebook drama that happened in school, ugh.

i thought today was a good day.

but i spoke too soon.

and i thought 2010 was going to be awesome.

spoke too soon again.

but then again, it is only the third week. it can get better.

ILTS or SS2 & C3?!

i hate making decisions like these because i want to go for both.

it's the end of the week.

wasn't a bad week but it wasn't good either.

lack of sleep, i hate it. stupid sleeping cycles ==

trying not to care has got to be the hardest thing a person ever has to do.

Horrible things do happen. Happiness in the face of all that? That's not the goal. Feeling the horrible and knowing you're not going to die from those feelings, that's the point.

- Dr.Wyatt, Grey's Anatomy

kthxbai!

life, waylt?

2010-01-15T23:46:00.003+08:00

because being in a very awkward position (and being caught on camera in that awkward position) with your best friend is so much better than what life is right now.

i'm thinking weekly posts.

i'll blog a few days and save it in the drafts and then publish at the end of the week.

posts might be extremely long but it's a good idea.

i don't care if you read it or not. it is my senior year and i will record whatever i want because it is my friggin senior year.

yes, good idea. i should do this.

starting now.

IT IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE SECOND WEEK OF SCHOOL AND I HAVE A BM ESSAY, ABOUT 9 ADD MATHS QUESTIONS AND 4 PAGES OF HISTORY WORKSHEETS TO COMPLETE.

school, don't you just love to fml?

i hate you. pffft.

and i have to stay back for the next 4 days as well.

hello there exhaustion.

it is currently 12.56am on thursday night and i am still awake because i have a mountain of homework to finish eventhough i finished half of the pile yesterday.

i'm done with most of it, just 5 pages of history worksheets left.

this week has been a crappy week for me.

what with all the talking-behind-my-back-when-i-can-actually-see-what-you-said and school and MORE homework etc etc.

isn't my life just awesome? :D

but everything turned around when i found out that they'll be having a SS2 right here in kl!

it's finally the weekend, thank god.

i am exhausted and i have still got a ton of homework to complete.

intervensi starts on monday, le sigh.

imu's open day on sunday.

and apparently the whole SS2 thing might be a scam.

what a way to make my week miserable again ==

that's it for this week,

kthxbai!

/edit

oh for the sweet love of shissus.

don't think i don't know that you actually don't like my attitude towards things.

don't think i don't know you guys talk about me behind my back, don't think i don't understand.

i am not a completely oblivious idiot.

so stop it, please.

stop excluding me. you obviously don't know what it feels like to be alone in a place full of people you know but don't exactly fit in with.

the way i go through life might be different but i am still a human with good intentions, most of the time anyway.

it's hard enough i don't have a close friend with me during these times of exclusion to actually talk to.

well, screw you and what you think.

2010-01-13T18:37:00.001+08:00

i am a human being.

i am not perfect. just like how you are not perfect.

i tried my best and i gave it my all.

you are still ungrateful. always have been, always will be.

screw you.

internet = dangerous

2010-01-12T22:57:00.002+08:00

because this cannot wait till my weekly updates on saturday (more on that in the post on saturday)

i will not mention any names here, it's just my thoughts on the subject.

the internet is a dangerous place, noh?

one single thing said wrong could lead to a whole bunch of other things.

yes, we do have freedom of speech but we have to know our boundaries.

the internet + somewhat freedom of speech has thrown my school into a kind of frenzy about a post that just happened to be on facebook.

obviously, i think the person who wrote the the comment is a total idiot (but he's still my friend so i still love him) but yeah, idiot through and through.

we tried defending ourselves by saying we had the freedom of speech but then a teacher pointed out the actual meaning of freedom of speech and all of us shut up.

we've been chastised by a few teachers already, we might even get more but that could be just an assumption.

because of all of this, my thoughts have totally changed about my school.

not just the student body, but everything about it.

so many changes (no, i'm not blaming anyone) that most of us don't like.

i repeat, i am not blaming anyone and i have no intention of hurting anyone's feelings.

everything is just totally messed up right now.

and now, we're all limiting ourselves to what we want to say.

life's a bitch :/

kthxbai!

first week of pwnage

2010-01-09T00:49:00.008+08:00

siwon has a moustache, your argument is invalid.

first week of school over and done with.

i won't lie and say it totally tired me out but it was stressful.

the fact that i'm in form 5 and spm is just 300+ days away is gnawing at my brain right now.

i have my add maths books in front of me while i'm typing this and spamming tumblr with aznpurdyboiz.

i have another load of homework waiting to be done in my room as well as my wall of awesome which i have abandoned for about a week.

hectic schedules start next week and i'm still sick.

my body has yet to recognize my old sleeping patterns which irritates the hell out of me because i end up with my eyes half closed during the second half of school.

oh, looks like i DON'T have to stay back everyday.

just every tuesday, wednesday and friday.

which is still the majority of the week, but it's better than it being everyday, noh?

had my first breakdown of 2010 yesterday, fml.

yes, that is how stressful form 5 is.

p/s: expect more posts like this :)

kthxbai!

because it's my last first day of school

2010-01-04T23:13:00.005+08:00

and i shall do the whole "omg-first-day-of-school-must-blog" cliche thing.

needless to say, the first day was an absolute waste of time. as always.

but of course it got completely ruined when we found out that we now have to stay back till 2pm from every monday to thursday for only lord knows what.

and on wednesdays, from 12.40 to 2pm, we have this koko shit to do.

idek what to say because i can't grasp how they're going to get at least 500 students to cooperate to do koko when all of us want to go back home.

honestly ==

so, we had an almost two hour long assembly and i almost fell asleep standing up.

during last period, i actually fell asleep and the bell rang and my mind went "no, it's okay. it's not time to go back"

lessons start tomorrow, le sigh.

canteen is awesome now.

WE HAVE ROTI CANAI :D

but a friggin bowl of noodles cost rm3, wtfe.

and i'm the only person in my group that takes the bus back lalala. ~~should be fun.~~

kthxbai! (and dftba!)

i just realised this.

how come everyone's making such a big fuss about the first day of school? :/

it's never been this big before LOL

holy shit

2010-01-03T14:11:00.004+08:00

because it was the most decent one i did LOL

there's school in less than 24 hours.

my mind refuses to believe this.

i refuse to let myself believe this.

there is school tomorrow. FML.

it's my last year of school.

i'm sitting for spm in about 11 months.

FML.

but you know what?

i'm going to make this year count.

kthxbai!

/edit

NEW LAYOUT :D

thanks to meganbb for the website. (top left hand corner, if you guys are wondering)

i love you bb

2009-12-30T01:07:00.005+08:00

taken from meganbb's blog HAHA

(note: this paragraph and messages in the cbox have been deleted because i don't want stupid questions from anyone :/)

kthxbai!

/edit

holy shit LOL i'm reading my posts from 2008!

I SOUND LIKE SUCH A BRAT!

and i never realized this but i've had this blog since march 2007 (2007 posts were deleted last year)

wao, two years already :/

BUT OMG I WAS SUCH A BRAT, I FEEL LIKE DELETING ALL MY 2008 POSTS AS WELL LMAO

and what a camwhore i was LOL *malu*

goodbye 2009

2009-12-29T13:43:00.004+08:00

i cannot actually believe that 2010 will be here in a few days.

and i cannot believe i will be in form 5 and an official spm candidate.

so, i was bored and i made a list of 16 things (if you ask why 16, you are a loser ==) that happened to me this year.

got into science stream
became a prefect
got my first dslr
got a new hairstyle
found out who my true friends really are
discovered john green and had my life changed by his awesome possum books
discovered (and became obsessed with) kpop and had my life changed by it
won best newcomers at cheer 2009
tried to control my mood swings.. and failed
managed to fail add maths three times in a row
finally decided what i want to do in life
went to europe
became addicted to tumblr
was put through a hell load of stress and survived
went through a very painful experience because of a single person and also survived
lived through one of the shittiest years in my life and STILL survived (I PWNED LIFE :D)

how was YOUR year?

and here's to us because we're going to kick 2010's butt and it will never know what hit it.

kthxbai!

MEMES FTW

2009-12-28T18:41:00.004+08:00

Merry (late) Christmas everyone!

super long meme that the hippos dug up last night from my old vox blog LMAO

you can skip this post if you want, i won't blame you.

p/s: i don't think my answers will beat meganbb's tho LOL

1. Who is the last person you held

hands with?

kim hyung june (because he shook my hand. girls, shut up LOL)

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?

yes, because i'd be hiding the whole time.

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?

yes

4. Have you ever drank milk straight

out of the carton?

chocolate milk counts right?

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?

never even been in a spelling bee

6. Do you like somebody right now?

your mother

7. Are you a fast typer?

i guess?

10. Who can you always turn to?

HIPPOS, BFFS <3

11. Whens the last time you chose a bath over a shower?

when i was in bristol and only because there was a bath tub LOL (i'm childish like that)

12. How long until the next thing you really want to do?

uhm, an hour?

13. Are you drinking anything right now?

diluted coke LOL

14. Do you think you're attractive?

i think i'm decent, but not attractive

(where is number 15 and 16) <- good point bb.

17. What do you want for Christmas?

christmas is ovaaah but you could still get me presents and i wouldn't mind :D

18. Do you know the muffin man?

who lives on drury lane?

19. Do you talk in your sleep?

i used to

20. Who wrote the book of love?

your mother

21. Have you ever flown a kite?

any child who hasn't has a life which is not complete

22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where?

sabah? LOL 2 years ago

23. Do you consider yourself successful?

i wish

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone?

i'm lazy to check but i'm guessing 100+

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?

YES HAHAHAHA

26. Plans for tomorrow?

bowling? :/ (which i don't do so uhm, taking pictures of people bowling)

27. What's your middle name, and why?

i haz no middle name

28. Missing someone right now?

maybeeee

29. When was the last time you told some one you love them?

yesterday :)

30. What was the last sport you played?

badminton

31. How are you feeling today?

tired. i just spent the whole day shopping with the mumzy

32. Are you black?

certain parts of me LOL

33. What is your one dream in life?

to be successful

34. What are you looking forward to?

being legal!

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?

been there, done that. i even crawled through a gate LMAO

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?

don't mind trying LOL

38. Can you handle the truth?

i guess

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?

MEGANBB, WHAT BOOK IS THIS LOL

40. What 3 things do you always bring

with you to places?

phone, wallet, sanitizer

41. Any cool scars?

well, i had stitches on my chin LOL

42. Do you like or have a crush on anyone?

your mother.

43. Who cares?

your mother.

44. What do you do when no one is

watching?

headbang LOL

45. How often do you talk on the phone?

once every two days? :/

47. Is there something you want that

you can't have?

not just one

48. Three things about the opposite sex that you first notice?

hair, face, clothes (yes, i said clothes)

49. Who are you thinking about right now?

your mother. (i really should stop this)

50. Who did you last hug?

michelle

52. Where is your phone?

next to me

53. What was the last thing you ate?

mashed potato from popeye's <3

54. What's your favorite color?

red :D

55. Last movie in theaters you watched?

uhm, i think it was mulan

56. What song do you currently hear?

neoragooooooooooooo~

57. What do you want?

a lot of things

59. What t.v. show are you watching?

how can i be watching tv when i'm doing this? oh wait, i can be but you know, my computer isn't near a tv

60. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

my mother

xx.

1: Be invisible or be able to fly?

fly

2: Be rich or good looking?

as meganbb said, you didn't say rich and ugly :P

3: Be small and fast or big and slow?

small and fast lah duh ==

4: Have a lightsaber or a hoverboard?

since i can already fly (theoretically) i would like a lightsaber plox

5: Read minds or have a time machine?

READ MINDS :D please do not relate me to edward cullen in any way tho

6: Be a hacker or a bank robber?

hacker, so i can see all the naughty things you're doing :P

7: Be tough or nice?

i haz no idea

8. Talented or clever?

talented

9: Have friends or a sweet car?

friends ftw

10: Breathe underwater or see in the dark?

breathe underwater

11: Have a good body or be a good lover?

can i have both? :D i've been good this year LOL

12: Have a better memory or have more experiences?

better memory

13: Have a boyfriend or girlfriend?

your mother :P

i'm sorry, but its amusing LOL

14: Nite or Night?

night. i am a friggin spelling/grammar nazi

15: Be shy or have bad breath?

shy

16: Bruce lee or jackie chan?

JACKIE CHAN FTW

17: Die by falling off a roller coaster or by being lit on fire?

falling

18: Die by drowning or by being buried alive?

drowning.

19: Own a big cabin in the rockies or a small apartment in new york city?

small apartment. i cannot live without civilization LOL

20: Grow two feet or shrink two feet?

i'd like to stay this way but shrinking a few inches sideways would be nice :D

21: Snore or talk while sleeping?

snoring disturbs people but talking can lead to weird things LOL I DOWAN TO ANSWER

22: Get five piercings or five tattoos?

i've already had five piercings :D

23: Forget your name or everyone else's?

everyone else's LOL

24: Be stranded on an island with a enemy or with your lover?

lover la ==

25: Have wheels instead of legs or wings instead of arms?

wheels. i still want to be able to do normal things with my hands okay LOL

26: Change your past or know your future?

future

27: Power to calm everyone down or get them?

get them to what? LOL

28: Always lose or never play?

50/50

29: Know it all or have it all?

i can haz both?

xx.

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?

here

2. Who will be your next kiss?

i know you're expecting this.

your mother.

3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

yes, a floppy disk LOL

4. When was the last time you went to the mall?

about two hours ago

5. Are you wearing socks right now?

why would i be wearing socks?

6. When was the last time you went out of the state?

few weeks back

7. Have you been to the movies in the last week?

nopeee

8. What was the last thing you had to drink?

coke

9. What are you wearing right now?

ELMO :D

10. What was your last purchase?

board shorts

11. Last food you ate?

durian cream puff

12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

why are you asking this again ==

13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

loads

14. Do you have a pet?

15. What's the last sporting event you watched?

cheer 2009 LOL

16. What is your favorite class?

naptime :D (which is whenever i want LOL)

17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?

your mother's bed HAHAHAHAH

18. What is the last thing you've purchased online?

nothing LOL i have never shopped online, i am a loser. shut up.

20. What's your favorite soup?

mushroom <3

21. Do you miss anyone?

YOUR MOTHER HAHAHAH OMG SORRY THIS IS SO AMUSING

22. Last play you saw?

we will rock you

23. What are your plans for the day?

eat, sleep, be lazy

24. Who is the last person you've sent testimonial on FRIENDSTER?

i don't know but the last time i checked friendster, they tried becoming facebook LOL

FAIL FRIENDSTER, FAIL

25 . Have you ever gone for a camp?

yes

26. Were you an honor roll student in school?

i wish. no wait, i don't. I DUNNO LAH LOL

27.What do you know about the future?

i will die LMAO

28.Are you wearing any perfume or cologne now

yes (i just got back from shopping, who wears perfume at home for no reason?)

30. Where is your best friend located?

kelana jaya, bukit damansare & scattered all over happy gardens/old klang road

31. Do you have a car?

underage

32. How old do you want to be when you have kids?

27?

33. Do you hate people?

who doesn't?

34. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?

3 piercings, i want a tattoo soon :D

35. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

what ==

36. How do you like your soda?

cold? LOL

37. Do you like hot sauce?

if it's sexy LMAO

38. Last time you took a shower?

yesterday afternoon (i just got back from shopping, toilet is occupied. shut up LOL)

39. Who do you like/love?

loads of people, they know who they are

41. Are you someone's best friend?

YES LOL

42. What's the last TV show you

watched?

grey's anatomy

43. Are you addicted to a certain kind

of gum?

YES, THE ONE WITH JUICE INSIDE LOL

merry christmas!

2009-12-24T16:57:00.002+08:00

i love christmas :)

p/s: aliabb, your arashi clock is with megan so it couldn't make it into the picture :(

CHRISTMAS IS HEREEEE!

went on an express christmas shopping spree yesterday LOL finished up everything in about 3 hours or so.

am i awesome or what? :D

also went to kate's awesome 16th birthday party.

check out the pictures here.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

kthxbai!

pedophilia

2009-12-18T13:00:00.007+08:00

i can haz theez boi plox?

i am a pedophile, shut up LOL
my life in bullet points because bullet points pwns everything.

sitting in front of the laptop (because my computer still isn't working) and soaking up computer rays
coming online just cos i need my purdy azn boiz fix on tumblr/youtube and to check if my bbs are online (i honestly don't do anything else)
weird sleeping patterns ==
I HAVE NOT DONE ANY CHRISTMAS SHOPPING *DIES*
form 5 in less than a month (because i am lazy to count the days)
drowning myself in nicholas sparks (because he pwns too)
being a pedophile because of that kiut little thing up there ^
talking in lolzspk too much (because it pwns too)
project wall of awesome in my room (details later in the post)
watching project for awesome :D

yes, this is my life right nao.
i am a loser, shut up.

SOO WHAT IS PROJECT WALL OF AWESOME?!
well, meganbb started her very own wall of awesome in her room so i decided to do one as well on the wall next to my bed.
and it will be covered in posters, quotes, movie tickets, concert tickets, my boarding pass from amsterdam (lulz), pictures and whatever else i find awesome.
any ideas would be nice :D

p/s: if you do not know what project for awesome is, YOU are the loser. GOOGLE IT!

kthxbai.

Joseph Ducreux FTW

2009-12-16T22:42:00.001+08:00

i'm sure most of you know about joseph ducreux memes now right? lulz.
if you don't, joseph ducruex is the guy in the picture and there's an olden day version of song lyrics in the picture.
so, translate that into modern day language.
WHO CAN GUESS THE SONG?!

socially awkward hippos ftw

2009-12-16T02:11:00.005+08:00

AUTHOR'S NOTE: You'd probably not want to read this post because it might bore you to death but go ahead anyway so you can laugh at megan chng's fails :)

roughly 8 hours (i'm too lazy to actually find out the actual times) of unfiltered hippo today ♥ ♥ ♥

what we did?
kinokuniya to check out purdy azn boiz, find alia who was lost at the entrance (rofl), delifrance for brunch along with awesomesauce random conversations including cute undies that were indeed present the whole time, kinokuniya again but this time to squee at purdy azn boiz, to the playground for more awesomesauce bonding time and then off to british council.

Miz Chngae had three total fails today :) reblogging from alia cos she does it better than me.

Three moments of Megan Fails:

1. Because we are best friends and therefore telepathically connected, we stalked her up the staircase to her classroom at British Council. We here means Lydia and myself, with our dork levels super high thanks to being surrounded by so many intelligent brains. Of course we are the only teenagers in the world who would think, "Ooh! We have two hours of free time! Let's explore British Council! 8D" Bb I love you. =D Anyway, here's a point to be taken- the walls of the classrooms are made of glass. So Lydia and I stand outside Megan's class, and, like, you know, put our stalking faces on. xD ..She doesn't see us. She runs out (barefoot!), looks at something on the wall, runs back in.... and still doesn't see us. I can't remember what exactly we said (somewhere between a yell and a laugh, lol), but she finally turns around and says, says, says, "Eh?"

If you weren't so smart, I'd call you an airhead. :3

2. Exploring British Council took up all of fifteen minutes, so there was still a lot of time left. Naturally, being the Cool and Hip kids that we are, we gravitate towards the nearest air-conditioned place; Coffee Bean. Lyds treated me to a muffin. And we proceeded to.. squee. It is unfortunate, but there is really no other word for it. Then, at three thirty, lo and behold Miss Megan walks into Coffee Bean for a break. SHE DOES NOT SEE US. WE WERE SITTING AT THE WINDOW WTF MEGAN. She then proceeds to walk back out, STILL NOT SEEING US.

We then watched and laughed while she walked the wrong direction on her way back.

So, yeah, I called her before she could go back up to her classroom and she was like, "Eh?"

:facepalms with Lyds:

3. It's time for the Hippo Day to end, saaadly. Afraid Abang Yanto would arrive before Megan came down, we decided to save time by going straight to the British Council building instead. We were sitting on the sofas near the information counter, in plain sight of the staircase.

Anybody want to take a guess at what Megan Chng does as she passes where we were sitting?

If you answered "walk right past us again", YOU ARE CORRECT. No prizes given, sorry. :p

So I call her again, and this time, she does NOT say "Eh?" but opts for a more complete sentence which was- "OH MY GOD I MISSED YOU GUYS AGAIN DIDN'T I."

*
we still love you, bb :)
but i still can't believe you walked the wrong way to go back to class :P

time spent in coffee bean was for even more squeeing and almost tears as me and alia exchanged stories about arashi, super junior, korea, japan, england and our trip around the world (hopefully)
we actually took turns to talk about arashi and super junior, no joke lulz.

and we bought a journal from kinokuniya that's so pretty (<3) that shall be the travelling pants of the socially awkward hippos for the year of 2010.
i sense an awesomesauce year coming up.

we haz to do this again okay guuiseee? :D

wow, wordy poooost. awesome possum.

kthxbai!

to megan chng mei kuen

2009-12-14T00:19:00.003+08:00

because you're one of my best friends
because you're awesome
because you make me laugh
because you're a cheerleader and yet you don't have an IQ of an ostrich
because you could kick the hulk's sorry green ass
because you put up with my constant obsession with super junior
because without you, i probably wouldn't be sane right now
because you agreed to be a part of our socially awkward group, without hesitation
because you make my day
because you have such a gorgeous personality
because you are beautiful, in every single way possible
because i love you :)
because you rock my totally boring world
because you deserved to be loved
because you put up with my lame ass puns
because you are megan chng mei kuen.

kthxbai!

Christmas!

2009-12-10T22:38:00.007+08:00

so i haz my christmas wishlist :D surprisingly its not much this year. so here it is:

~~dear john by nicholas sparks~~ I BOUGHT IT MYSELF LULZ
the twishite saga: new moan
super junior's super show 2 photobook and dvd
anything at all related to super junior lulz
2010 year planner
mph vouchers :D
clothes, because a girl can never have enough
a light saber, i kid you not
paper towns by john green
a dream catcher

and i can't think of anything else LOL

but if you are getting me something *hint hint*, anything you'd think i like would do :)

kthxbai!

two more!

stationery (post-its, sharpies, pilot pens, A LOT OF REFILLS LOL)
the last song by nicholas sparks

i haz more!

super junior's super show dvd
let it snow by john green, maureen johnson and lauren myracle

i don't think you guys are actually gonna get me the suju stuff right?

but a girl can dream :)

(i know i am obsessed, shut up.)

OHAI

2009-12-08T22:06:00.003+08:00

helloooo to my non-existant readers.
i got back from england on sunday evening and i'm jetlagged right now T_T
my computer screen is out right now so i can't use the desktop which means i can't use photoshop which means no pictures till its fixed. so be a little patient okaaaay?
besides that, i have 922 pictures to go through *dies*

england was absolutely amazing. everything there is so pretty and green and the sky is so blue omg.
i'm thinking of studying in bristol if i can :D

NOW I'LL USE BULLET POINTS FOR WHERE I WENT WHILE I WAS THERE

Bristol Cathedral (which was absolutely beautiful)
Bath
Oxford Street
Buckingham Palace (the guards weren't wearing the funny hats :( )
Big Ben
Kensington Gardens, Hyde Park and St. James Park (OMG THE DUCKS, THE OTHER BIRDS THE SQUIRRELS SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEE)
London Eye (awesome possum but it was raining)
Dominion Theatre TO WATCH A FREAKING MUSICAL!
Kensington Palace (where Queen Victoria, Queen Elizabeth and Princess Diana stayed)
British Museum (which was so huge i don't even think we covered a quarter of it)

that should be about it. i spent about rm600 there, teehee.
so wait for the pictures okay?

kthxbai!

off to uk!

2009-11-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

OKAY MY DEAR READERS, if i have any :/

off to uk in a few hours :D
shall see you soon!

kthxbai!

Good luck!

2009-11-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

:')

good luck to all spm candidates of 2009!
its only a month, you guys will survive.
remember that the form 4's of sri sentosa had to go through a month of finals and we're still alive :D
i am so lame, ignore me LOL

p/s: when you feel like you're going to breakdown, think of.. uhm UNICORNS :D

kthxbai.

FREEDOM!

2009-11-12T00:55:00.002+08:00

you like big butts and you cannot lie. you other brothers can't deny.
and of course, we love the bunnies too :D

and finally, finals are over.
it hit me just before the last paper that this will be my last finals i will ever sit for.
form 5 begins in less than two months, spm is in a year. oh my god.
results so far are okaaay. nothing too bad :D but i'm still praying of course.
i'm dying to play badminton right now. and i might be joining charm, as i've said before.
off to uk in about two weeks and i hope it snows there.

so..
to the hippos, sleepover?
to the bff's, movie marathon?
to anyone, shopping?
TO WARRIORZ, CHEER JAM?! [i don't even think i can go :/]

bad news for the hols: have to go to school at least 2 days to be on duty for this year's spm. le sigh. this is why sometimes life as a prefect sucks.
owellz.

kthxbai.

AAR!

2009-11-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hippos @ AAR Concert.

the concert was AWESOME.
i still feel bad for pulling chng to the back :(
but it was still awesome standing at the back where there is more space to jump and actually air to breathe LOL
can't wait for finals to be over :D two more papers.

p/s: so much for being my best friends right?

i got to a retarded school

2009-10-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

hell to the yeah.

so, i go to one of the most retarded schools ever.
the form 4's finals were supposed to end this friday, with 5 papers in total left.
but then some smart idiot decided to postpone our exams again.
so now, there are no exams for the rest of this week but there's a paper everyday for the whole of next week.

just, wow ==

Motivation!

2009-10-20T22:07:00.003+08:00

MOTIVATION TO STUDY [Inspired by SuJu, motivated by Izwan and Chngae]

Kyuhyun will marry me and sing for me
SuJu will not become pedophiles
Suju will not break up as a band
Edward Cullen not will suck their blood and kill them or he won't scare them with his sparkling body LMAO

seven more

2009-10-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

Sunset @ Tioman

3 subjects down, 7 more to go.
I'm already dying.

I IZ BABY

2009-10-06T15:54:00.001+08:00

Guess who? ;)

[EDIT]

My brain is going to explode.
Good luck to all PMR candidates.
And to the rest of us, let's hope finals won't give us permanent head damage.

MAI TOE

2009-09-22T22:38:00.001+08:00

My toe hurts :(
There's like this blue black thinggy with a cut on it and its swollen a little T_T

My toe yesterday.

My toe today after hiking.

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENED TO IT BUT IT HURTS LIKE CRAZY!
p/s: Ignore fugly pedicure. I'm lazy to take it off.

kthxbai.

Every girl deserves

2009-09-20T17:20:00.001+08:00

Every girl needs the kind of guy..
that will treat you right. The kind that searches for you with all his heart. The kind that respects you and adores you.

Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her. One who can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Because he’s smart enough to know that he already has a girl who has everything that he wants, needs and more.

The right guy will never leave you lonely and wondering. You will always know where you stand with him. He will be your best friend and lover. He’ll call you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night and maybe even tell you a bedtime story to make you laugh or talk to you until you fall asleep.

This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s just to go to the store to buy you your favorite ice cream. He’ll buy you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday and will notice your hair when you’ve gotten it cut or have gotten all gussied up specifically for him.

You deserve a guy who will cherish you. He’d never be afraid to smile to his friends when you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one”. He’d appreciate you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little… like the little love notes you leave him.

He’ll be chivalrous. He’ll wait for you when you’re falling behind, open doors for you and will walk you to the door to make sure you get in safely. He would defend and fight for you and never bail on you when you needed him most.

The right guy will call you beautiful instead of hot, he’ll kiss your forehead when you’re down and he’ll be the one who will love you for everything you are.

Never settle for anything less.
Source: iamblessed.tumblr.com

Happiness

2009-09-15T22:00:00.001+08:00

"You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile and kiss their face gently before turning back around and somehow, an involuntary grin forms on your face. Just before you drift off to sleep, you feel an arm wrap around your waist and you know it doesn’t get any better than this."

Source: iamblessed.tumblr.com

This is one of the most sweetest and best things I've heard in my 16 years of life.

I iz sick :(

2009-09-10T16:02:00.005+08:00

I have been sitting at home for the past two days doing nothing except eating and sleeping.
All because I'm sick, again.
That's two times in a month now :/ WHAT IS UP WITH MY WHITE BLOOD CELLS?!
On another note, I got to skip school for two days.
Might skip tomorrow as well, tee hee.
Cheer starts on Saturday and I can't wait.
Okay, it was supposed to start today but I was sick so I postponed it. SORRY :(
And now, I have stomach cramps.
Damn you red river LOL

Random fact: Johnny Depp is afraid of clowns.
Source: fuckyeahfacts.tumblr.com
Don't worry Johnny, I don't like them too :D

kthxbai.

[edit]
I just realized people have been searching a certain someone and coming to my blog.
YAP BOON JHOE! LOL
If you actually check my tagbox, one dude asked me to ask him what his dreamgirl does. WTF
So to increase my blog hits..

BOON JHOE BOON JHOE BOON JHOE BOON JHOE BOON JHOE BOON JHOE BOON JHOE BOON JHOE BOON JHOE BOON JHOE BOON JHOE BOON JHOE

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Thanks a bunch

2009-09-05T00:38:00.001+08:00

Is this what you call being friends?
I needed you and you totally did not heed my call.
How many times have I been there for you, no matter what the situation was.
I'm fine now, no thanks to you.

Random fact: PIGS ORGASMS LAST 30 MINUTES LOLOL
Source: http://fuckyeahfacts.tumblr.com

kthxbai.

Bits & pieces of Hatyai

2009-09-03T15:40:00.016+08:00

Gonna post up bits from Hatyai, twas an awzum trip :D
Can't wait for the next one.

Camwhore session after crossing border, was too high to sleep any longer LOL

I TOLD YOU TO TURN RIGHT YOU SMARTASS NOW I HAVE TO RECALCULATE AND ITS ALL YOUR FAULT WHY'D YOU EVEN BUY ME WHEN YOU KNEW YOU WEREN'T GOING TO LISTEN TO ME YOU FAGGOT YOU'RE TOTALLY WASTING MY BATTERY TIME!

Don't getddit do you? ;)

Huge ass prawns that will increase the risk of heart attack by 100% within 5 minutes of eating them :D
Death by mango pulut sounds better don't you think?

Mandatory mirror shot.

FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
Craving for it now T_T

England veli the powderful hor?

Absolutely loved this shop.
Almost an hour spent in it, 8 shirts in total bought by all of us (2/3 by Chng LOL)

Classic candid :D
Megan luk laik teepeekal twowarist :D

MORE FOOOD *drools*

Our shopping. Would've cost about RM400+
We did more shopping after, teehee.

MANGO PULUT!
I don't mind taking the 5-7 hour drive up there again to taste this delicious sin.

Yes, those are a pair of pants on my head.
I'm weird like that.

Malaysia's very own Hollywood.
We damn happening already lah LOL

Stoning on the way back.

I put on 1 1/2 kg during the stay there despite all the walking :(
I NEED EXERICSE!

kthxbai.

Hatyai

2009-08-31T21:54:00.001+08:00

Just got back from the Hatyai trip with the family and the Chngae.
Had awesome fun.
Shopping, eating and sleeping all the time.
Chng practically bought the whole city, teehee.
Made me gain 1.5kg in 3 days wtf ==
School tomorrow *dies*
Pictures up on facebook soon :D

I'm awesome

2009-08-26T22:51:00.002+08:00

mun fai says:
i still can't believe it....
Lydia-O Bibo says:
believe what?
mun fai says:
thought you will look weird with short hair...
omg
Lydia-O Bibo says:
HAHAHA
awesome right
tell ME i'm awesome
AHHAHAHA
mun fai says:
you're awesome
want me to spam it?
Lydia-O Bibo says:
no problem
HAHAHA
mun fai says:
stupid thing to do...
haha
Lydia-O Bibo says:
HAHAH YOU SUCK
mun fai says:
you're awesome
you're awesome
you're awesome
you're awesome

This is why I love talking to Mun Fai the god damn bear :)

NEW HAIR!

2009-08-24T22:14:00.010+08:00

So today was the day I chopped my hair off.
Went to Michelle's place in the morning to get our hair done together.

This is what Michelle is like in the morning, grumpy cavewoman HAHA

My ankle still swollen wtf :(

Now this is a civilized Michelle talking to Melvin HAHAH

Went to a salon called HeadQuarters.
Super awesome service, damn awesome place and super cheap!
RM25 for cutting, washing and drying <3

I didn't take a picture before I chopped everything off.
This is the last decent picture of me with long hair.
Which was in Camerons *headdesk*

So I showed the guy the picture of how I wanted it.
He asked me some questions. Then..
HE TOOK HIS SCISSORS, HELD MY HAIR AND SNIPPED IT ALL OFF AT ONE GO.
I WAS LIKE TOTALLY WTF-ING IN MY HEAD! DAMN SAKIT HATI OKAY?!
THEN HE LOOKED AT IT, NODDED AND PUT IT ON THE FLOOR.

My hair :(

End results pretty awesome tho :D

WHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I love it :)
WHAT DO YOU THINK?

kthxbai.