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SAM? Foundation? A-Levels?

Law? Psychology? Tourism? Media? Graphics? Language? Events management?

Australia? Singapore? UK?

confused girl is confused.

panicked

i am so sick and tired of spm.

everywhere i go it's like spm spm spm spm spm spm x364345093445

sign on to twitter, more than half my timeline are the form 5's talking about studying, counting down the days, having panic attacks, doing study spams.

sign on to facebook, see status updates about the same things.

anywhere i go, somehow i will find something relevant to spm == or at least my brain will find some way to connect it.

LITTLE BOY PUSHING WEIGHING SCALE TO 14KG AND THE ONLY THING I COULD SAY WAS "140 NEWTONS!" WTH?

every single conversation i have leads to spm.

i was just texting meganbb about BOYS and then we complained about it. not boys, spm lol. yeah, i don't see the connection either.

constantly getting panic attacks multiple times in a day.

i want this to be over so badly but i don't want spm to be here so soon cos i need more time. we all need more time.

uggghhh, i'm going to start pulling my hair out.

can i just go hide under my blanket until everything is done?

even this post has the word spm repeated so many friggin times ==

days to spm: 20.. something. i'm lazy to go check my planner

days till the end of schoo: +17 days to the day spm starts. i think.

CHAINUH

was amazing.

surprisingly.

seeing as i wasn't looking forward to the trip to begin with.

and now i'm back for only 2 days and i'm already missing it.

it was kind of a tiny escape from everything over here.

and spm lololol.

which is in 28 days.

i would blog about the whole trip but then it'll be too long and it'll take me forever to remember everything so i'll just post the pictures on facebook soon. i hope.

but yes, the trip was awesome.

spent time with the extended family.

met new people.

FINALLY GOT TO BALIK KAMPUNG HAHA

ate the same variety of food for 8 friggin days. not fun.

i'm craving for mcd's now ):

i also came back home sick.

i blame the weather.

kthxbai!

recap

27/09:

hate bm. paper 2 went well. paper 1 uhh.. i think i terpesong ): and the ending for my part a was damn shitty cos my contact lens decided to be a bitch ==

i am thanking google if i get higher than a C.

28/09:

english was.. idek what to say about it. kena mindrape sikit by paper 1.

paper 2 was better besides the fact i got handcramps while writing super long ass essay in which meganbb calls me a wuss HAHA

29/09:

maths was.. meh. so many careless mistakes that could've boosted my total percentage ): i feel so dumb now.

surprisingly found paper 1 easier than paper 2. which you know, is not normal.

30/09:

add maths paper was mindrape at its best. that's all i'm going to say.

01/10:

shouldn't have been paranoid over the stupid definitions that i had already memorised since first term and should've concentrated on stupid kandungan akademik.

was asked to list out the badan sukarelawan or something along those lines and rela came into my mind but then i convinced myself my brain was making desperate attempts, contorting words into answers from the questions, to give answers so i didn't write it down and it was a correct answer ==

and dear government, "apakah kepentingan cukai kepada negara?" are you guys trying to tell us something?

04/10:

biology was.. meh. wrote a whole load of bullshit in paper 2. spelled vertabrae as vertabrae. TWO MARKS I KNEW I COULD'VE HAVE GOTTEN STUPID CARELESS MISTAKES DFKJNSDFNS

06/10:

bio and chem paper 3. i have absolutely no idea what to say about the papers, srsly.

on one hand it was, like megan says, a bitch and four pups. but on the other hand it went pretty smooth :S

07/10:

sejarah went really well ehehehhe besides the fact that paper 1 was a little difficult.

3 MORE SUBJECTS, 6 MORE PAPERS. AJA!

08/10:

chemistry paper 1 was mindrape right there. like wth was up with that paper?!

so exhausted right now i can't even think properly.

11/10:

"diagram shows three boxes in contact with each other. which of the following temperatures show that they're in thermal equilibrium?"

dumbest question ever HAHA

paper 2 was ):

ONE MOAR PAPER

12/10:

stupid submarine experiment make me stress (thanks ah, howie :P) then i found out which experiment it was and i only read it 10 minutes before the paper.

i hope i didn't screw my formulas up :S

TRIALS ARE OVER *hippo dance*

next, SPM.

days to spm: 41

days till the end of school: 57

kthxbai!

10/10/10

things i did:

- woke up at 5.30am for the walk for sight. not fun when you've only had 2 hours of sleep

- led someone blindfolded on friggin main roads (which is not easy) and got ditched by bala and chris who cheated wtf

- almost made 3 people fall into the drain cos i said left instead of right HAHA

- recalled bad memories and made new awesome ones at a&w

- slept for 4 hours eventho i was only supposed to sleep for 2. but whatev, sleep = good

- photographed and babysat kids while stealing all their food ehehehe

- panicked over physics and then decided to not care and slept through the whole night (kinda regret it, kinda don't)

- missed 10:10:10 ): now i have to wait for 11:11:11 on 11/11/11

random thing of the day:

after the walk and we were all sitting down and chilling, i was folding an rm10 note into a heart. suddenly, this lady comes up to me and points at something asking to change it. i looked down and saw the badge the leos gave us for free so i thought she wanted to change it for her son. turns out she wanted to exchange my folded rm10 note for an unfolded one wtf.

it was a pretty good day (:

days to spm: 44

days till the end of school: 60

kthxbai!