a-levels is such a bitch.

but i love my college mates to bits and pieces.

trials going on now, just had qualifying about a month ago.

first edexcel exams are in january.

qualifying in march.

trials in april.

finals in may/june.

watch this space while i slowly die.

like i said, a-levels is a bitch.

mia

I love my college people :')

MIA KTHXBAI.

life

has been pretty damn hectic.

college in the morning, come home in the evening, fall asleep on my bed without even showering, wake up to do homework, study if there are tests.

sometimes i don't even bother doing homework, i just do it during my ridiculously long breaks but i love those breaks.

abrupt ending here.

watch this space.

mmchichimmchi!

this is a tad late.

despite the leeches, the dragging our asses across a muddy field, the cold showers, the hard floors we had to sleep on, the bugs, the rashes on our bums and thighs..

orientation camp was pretty damn awesome.

i definitely want to go back as a facilitator for the july intake camp. and next year's january intake camp. and the next march intake's camp lololol.

gotta love mckl (:

photo credits: jiawen

drained

JUST TO ANSWER EVERYONE'S QUESTION, HOW IS COLLEGE?

• It's been good but a tad boring because of the long breaks but it's still fun
• Lectures so far are okay
• Don't wanna say anything about lecturers cos my psych lecturer can find my blog. But don't worry, nothing bad :P
• If i thought memorizing history was bad, memorizing law is a nightmare. Thank god i like the subject.
• I would've probably died in literature if it weren't for the fact that i love to read
• Psych.. well, i've always been interested in psych so yeah
• I LOVE the campus. It's so pretty
• Everyone's still a little awkward but we're slowly moving out of our own cliques
• Hanging out with my friends from Jan intake is hilarious eventho i'm now classified as crazy stalker girl
• It is tiring. Very. Tiring. I crash early every night now and it's only been a week and a half
• But yay, college! :3

your god is not my god

you deserve to burn in hell for the rest of eternity.

still bored

college in about a week in a half. i iz excite :D

formal wear for orientation which means i have to go raid my closet and if that fails, my mum's closet.

yeah, i'm still lifeless.

so.. watch this space and check out this awesome photo.

i miss cheer ):

invisible

always the bridesmaid, never the bride.

i was stupid enough to believe.

expectation is the root of all heartache.

- william shakespeare

nothing

is happening.

nothing is moving in my life.

everything is just getting a little more screwed up day by day.

the whole "it's a new year so there are new beginnings" doesn't even apply anymore.

everything is the same.

and everyday seems to be getting a little bit lonelier.

but you know what? no one cares.

so, fts.

ps: it's the first day of february. WHAT.

epiphany?

i just finished reading will grayson, will grayson.

and.. i realised i'm kinda like will grayson.

tiny cooper's best friend, not tiny cooper's ex-boyfriend.

it's like i kinda treat my friends how he treats his.

god, i suck. so badly ):

absent

first day of school today for those who are still in school.

first day of college for some of us that already left school.

it felt weird not going back, not waking up at 6am to put on my uniform, not pulling back my hair in that god awful style (which i still do anyway cos my hair annoys me)

it felt weird, breaking the routine i've had for the past eleven years.

it felt like an empty space inside of me.

i can't believe i'm saying this but i DO miss school.

without it, i have absolutely nothing to do besides bumming around and stoning.

college is going to be a whole different story, a whole different life.

different dramas, different people, different experiences.

bring it on.. in 3 months :B