still bored

college in about a week in a half. i iz excite :D

formal wear for orientation which means i have to go raid my closet and if that fails, my mum's closet.

yeah, i'm still lifeless.

so.. watch this space and check out this awesome photo.

i miss cheer ):

invisible

always the bridesmaid, never the bride.

i was stupid enough to believe.

expectation is the root of all heartache.

- william shakespeare

nothing

is happening.

nothing is moving in my life.

everything is just getting a little more screwed up day by day.

the whole "it's a new year so there are new beginnings" doesn't even apply anymore.

everything is the same.

and everyday seems to be getting a little bit lonelier.

but you know what? no one cares.

so, fts.

ps: it's the first day of february. WHAT.

epiphany?

i just finished reading will grayson, will grayson.

and.. i realised i'm kinda like will grayson.

tiny cooper's best friend, not tiny cooper's ex-boyfriend.

it's like i kinda treat my friends how he treats his.

god, i suck. so badly ):

absent

first day of school today for those who are still in school.

first day of college for some of us that already left school.

it felt weird not going back, not waking up at 6am to put on my uniform, not pulling back my hair in that god awful style (which i still do anyway cos my hair annoys me)

it felt weird, breaking the routine i've had for the past eleven years.

it felt like an empty space inside of me.

i can't believe i'm saying this but i DO miss school.

without it, i have absolutely nothing to do besides bumming around and stoning.

college is going to be a whole different story, a whole different life.

different dramas, different people, different experiences.

bring it on.. in 3 months :B