it gets better

i think everybody should google the trevor project. right now.

it is amazing.

and it gives me hope.

it gives a lot of people hope.

remember, it does get better even if it feels like it never will.

this is not about spm

i think i will break down and cry and bawl my eyes out when i walk out of the cinema after watching part two of harry potter and the deathly hallows.

don't give me that look.

high school graduate

Live, Move, Be Awesome. 5A9, Class of 2010. ♥

Credit: Connie Tan

it's 4.38am.

i'm lying down in the dark, with the laptop in front of me.

in about 3 hours, i will be stepping into school grounds. 5 hours later, i will step out as a high school graduate.

amazing how time flies, isn't it?

i get a stabbing ache in my chest whenever i remember that school's over but i get excited at the same time.

despite the bullshit and drama that i've been through these past 5 years, it's been good and it has taught me so much.

i wonder if the pipes will break tomorrow, when i see everyone hugging each other (IT'S A HUG A CHINESE DAY AS WELL :D), taking last pictures together, writing down phone numbers and email addresses because the next time we step into school, we'll be sitting for spm.

it's all going to be over in a matter of hours. i still can't believe it.

*

last day of school, graduation.

it was kinda touching to see my whole class wearing our shirts, with the "class quote" on it.

oh, there was the usual commotion, picture taking, shirt signing, message writing and all that.

and no tears. thank god. i was already looking like a zombie halfway through the day. but i almost started crying on the way to school because i think that's when reality hit me the most. held it in, didn't want my dad to see me blubbering like an idiot for a stupid reason.

got our class and places for spm.

second row, last table. i get to sit under the fan :D downside is, the head invigilator will be in our room which means more than two invigilators will be with us when we do our papers. god have mercy.

it was a good day :)

no matter how many times i've complained about school, i'm definitely going to miss it.

days to spm: 7

days to freedom: 23

IT'S THE CLIIIIIIIMB

pigtails are magical. MAGICAL!

annoyed beyond reason.

why do i even bother to deal with this after 2 years of bullshit?

CANNOT WAIT TO GET OVER WITH THIS PHASE OF MY LIFE.

boo effing hoo for you if you don't wanna bother with me anymore.

i don't really care.

as i said, i can't wait to get this over and done with.

in other less angry, more stressful news.

11 days to spm. (your heart just started pounding really fast, didn't it? :P)

the final push, the final struggle.

we're so close to freedom.

CAN YOU TASTE IT?

that sweet, sweet taste of liberty. till you know, we start college and then the whole cycle repeats itself.

but personally, i can't wait to start college.

what about you? ;)

days to spm: 11

days to freedom: 28

memories

surfing through my facebook photos.
fond memories, good times.
some of them beyond ridiculous.
yes, spm is in less than a month and i'm reminiscing. shut up.
(most, or all, pictures are from last year. and not in order)

good friday '09

first performance as warriorz, sports day '09

blood donation drive '09

rading the most awesome shop of shirts, ever. hatyai '09

BARACK OBAMA OF INTERACT (i do not recall wth that was), cheer '09

warriorz, stompers, falcons, vivacious, cheer '09

shabu shabu with the girls, '09

DISSECTION, biology '09

our idea of hanging out. j.co, times square '09

kar lei's farewell, '08. missing you like hell, bb girl.

tuition @ ideal, '08

icc '09. best journey throughout kl on public transport :')

cirque belacan '08

first triumphant moments of cheer, '08

interact iu day, '08

first moments of my cheering life, sports day '08

c3 '09

sweet 16th, '09

idek what to say LOL study group '08

pre-spm days, i want you back ):

days to spm: 20

days till the end of school: 36(?)

kthxbai!