Sunday, March 28, 2010

pop royalty ftw

POP ROYALTY FTW

almost got to sit in a hot air balloon with meganbb.
dear weather, why must you be so bitchy? ugh.
and school starts tomorrow *sob*
i really don't want to go. :/

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1.05pm on monday.
i did not go to school.
teehee.

shit, first terms start tomorrow.
fml.

3.18pm - MY COMPUTER WORKS AGAIN YEEEESSS!
i think it was pms-ing for the past 4 days wtfe.
i hope it doesn't go bonkers again.

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bm was relatively easy but english screwed with my brain.
oh, the irony of it all.
modern maths tomorrow and i don't know shit.
so uhm, i might fail.
along with add maths.
jyeaaaaaahhhh.
ONE MORE DAY BEFORE A THREE DAY WEEEKEND
because i declare friday as a holiday as i have no papers, teehee.

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11.20pm, wednesday night.
i am sitting in front of the computer screen, struggling to understand maths.
how the hell is mathematical reasoning considered maths in the first place?
i cannot fail maths, i cannot fail maths.
*headdesk*

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computer isn't working again.
WHY IS THIS MY LIFE?!
on the other hand, icc tomorrow!
squeeeeeeeeee

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icc was awesome. i almost lost my voice LOL
congrats to pop royalty :D
meganbb, i'm so proud of you.
AND NOW BACK TO STUDYING FOR EXAMS
because i just found out all 36 moral values are coming out and it is already 7pm on sunday and moral is first thing tomorrow morning.
damn it.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

holidays, schmolidays

hanging out in kai's cool tree house.
photographer: megan chng

hai.
it's sunday night and i'm not worrying about school tomorrow.
but holidays aren't holidays anymore.
holidays in 2010 are filled with busy days and this whole week will be filled with studying. (AN : mission to study failed ==)
exams on the 23rd, ugh.

spent the day with meganbb at HELP's open day and the edu fair at mid.
so, i've decided to stick with psychology or law.
but i've got another 9 months.
that will go by really fast :/

as the facebook group says "is it just me or does every year go by faster and faster?"

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kai's party was awesome :D
i want her to adopt me. seriously.
because i want to live in her treehouse and play band hero all day long.

and i would also like to marry johnny depp in his mad hatter costume :)

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prefects course for the juniors today was fun :D
although running around after 13 and 14 year olds is tiring LOL
omg, i was so exhausted earlier that while i was showering, i dropped a sponge and i just stared at it for like 5 seconds and then thought "i want to sleep"
yeah.
and now i don't feel sleepy at all.
i think my body resets its energy levels at around 10.30pm wtf.


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"to lydiabb, i'm so sorry for not being around when you were getting piles of poopyface being thrown at you, i'm sorry for not responding as fast as i should have. i must say that i am really proud of what you did and slowly you are making progress. please stay strong "
- megan chng

it's okay, we all know the shit you're going through now and i feel bad for not being there for you most of the time. i know what it feels like, i went through it last year.
just take care of yourself and watch your health okay?

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friday night, suju's concert is tomorrow night.
was planning on going and sitting outside the stadium but i have no one to go with me.
and i want those tickets so badly.
and they're still selling tickets.
but how am i going to get the money?
why is this my life T_T

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whole week ruined.
because of one night that didn't happen.
one night that would have completed my life.
ugh.

oh and my computer crashed.
wow.

holidays were okay, lazing around being a bum while trying to tell myself to study.
can't wait for exams to be over.

kthxbai!

Friday, March 12, 2010

yellow ♥

yellow house, ftw!

exams are in exactly two weeks.
i haven't started studying.
i should start studying.
i need to do well, srsly.
someone give me motivation to study.

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went to school today with my hair in a pony tail for the first time.
i think it's been about six or seven months since my friends have seen me with my hair tied up.
their reactions were so amusing.
immd.

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DADDY BOUGHT A TELEPHOTO LENS FOR MEEEEEEEEEEE
the 55-200mm one, whoooooo.
thank you, daddy. i love you :D

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feeling so proud of yellow house right now :D
second place for cheer, first place for marching and second place overall.
sports day was fun.
involved a lot of walking and sitting under the sun, getting burnt ==
i think you could've fried an egg on my head.

i still have tuition tonight and school tomorrow.
ugh.

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i went to school today for no reason.
i only learned chemistry LOL
and it doesn't feel like the holidays :/
exams in about a week.
damn.

i've realised i've been a little bit more bitchy lately.
just bear with it for a little while, i'm going through some stuff.
and being bitchy is one of the ways i deal with it.
p/s: sorry if i lashed out at you for no good reason :S

kthxbai!

Monday, March 1, 2010

tainted image

don't be so quick to judge me, you only see what i choose to show.

so this is what happens on the morning of the day i go back to school after a 3 day break.
i wake up at 5.30am to go to the toilet.
go back to the room and end up tossing and turning for an hour.
my mother comes and wakes me up and at that exact moment, i feel sleepy again.
i wake up late, at 6.50am.

legs still hurt really bad from the treasure hunt.
every step i take, it feels like it rattles the bones T_T
all the way from my feet to my thighs.

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i hate how i sometimes have problems sleeping at night because i keep thinking of everything i have to do.
i hate how stressful form 5 life is.
i hate how much homework i have.
i hate how much pressure is being put on me to do well in spm.
i hate having to stay back till at least 2pm almost everyday.
i hate lack of sleep eventhough i try to get in a few hours every afternoon.
basically, i kinda hate 2010 right now.

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just did 2 hours of add maths in tuition and now i have my add maths homework in front of me.
i think someone wants all my brain cells to die in one night ==
michelle saw a snake in the field today.
she screamed, i ran and then she scolded me for running to wrong way LOL

both my bbs, megan and alia, will be at camp this weekend.
while i have school on saturday.
yeaaahh.

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give me one damn good reason why i should help you look good when you murdered my social life, made me lose sleep and basically just turned my whole world upside down.
no really, give me a damn good reason.
because i don't know why i'm doing it either.

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THINGS TO DO:
  • moral folio
  • add maths homework
  • yellow house stuff
  • go to the stationery shop to get stuff for the yellow house stuff
  • wash school shoes
  • PAINT TOE NAILS?! :D
  • finish komsas notes
  • finish chemistry worksheets
jyeah, this is basically my everyday life right now :/

p/s: leave me something on my formspring.me :D it's that little thing i added on the sidebar. questions, rants and you can even bitch anonymously although bitching anonymously makes you a coward.
replies on twitter/facebook/tumblr.

kthxbai!