because being in a very awkward position (and being caught on camera in that awkward position) with your best friend is so much better than what life is right now.
i'll blog a few days and save it in the drafts and then publish at the end of the week.
posts might be extremely long but it's a good idea.
i don't care if you read it or not. it is my senior year and i will record whatever i want because it is my friggin senior year.
yes, good idea. i should do this.
starting now.
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IT IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE SECOND WEEK OF SCHOOL AND I HAVE A BM ESSAY, ABOUT 9 ADD MATHS QUESTIONS AND 4 PAGES OF HISTORY WORKSHEETS TO COMPLETE.
school, don't you just love to fml?
i hate you. pffft.
and i have to stay back for the next 4 days as well.
hello there exhaustion.
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it is currently 12.56am on thursday night and i am still awake because i have a mountain of homework to finish eventhough i finished half of the pile yesterday.
i'm done with most of it, just 5 pages of history worksheets left.
this week has been a crappy week for me.
what with all the talking-behind-my-back-when-i-can-actually-see-what-you-said and school and MORE homework etc etc.
isn't my life just awesome? :D
but everything turned around when i found out that they'll be having a SS2 right here in kl!
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it's finally the weekend, thank god.
i am exhausted and i have still got a ton of homework to complete.
intervensi starts on monday, le sigh.
imu's open day on sunday.
and apparently the whole SS2 thing might be a scam.
what a way to make my week miserable again ==
that's it for this week,
kthxbai!
/edit
oh for the sweet love of shissus.
don't think i don't know that you actually don't like my attitude towards things.
don't think i don't know you guys talk about me behind my back, don't think i don't understand.
i am not a completely oblivious idiot.
so stop it, please.
stop excluding me. you obviously don't know what it feels like to be alone in a place full of people you know but don't exactly fit in with.
the way i go through life might be different but i am still a human with good intentions, most of the time anyway.
it's hard enough i don't have a close friend with me during these times of exclusion to actually talk to.